^crYstaL^

A weekend that filled with tears

2011-07-30T22:52:00.002+09:00

The only thing that i can say..
I wish to be disappear from here...

Getting older ...

2011-05-30T01:16:00.002+09:00

I'm getting older... day by day...
lots of stuffs starts to pop up when we grow old..
sigh... which i hate the most...
I just want to be a simple and normal girl...
But seems like it's hard to be happy go lucky all the time...
When time comes...
We need to think... need to find... need to settle our own path... own future as well...

I'm still not getting used to it...
forgive me for being so immature...
I just need more time...

Gloomy Monday

2011-05-10T00:06:00.005+09:00

Not happy and sad today...
sien

졸업했다!

2011-03-02T13:50:00.002+09:00

난... 졸업했다!
18년 간의 공부생활을 마쳤다..
이제 부터 또 새로운 생활을 시작해야 한다...
멈추지 말고... 두렵지 말고...
한 걸음 한 걸음씩...
내 새로운 꿈을 찾아야 된다...

성장하니까... 웃음도 없어졌다..
그래서 앞으로 꼭 많이 많이 웃을게 *^^*

lesson learned

2010-12-29T19:08:00.002+09:00

Today
i understand why do ppl say
it's better to live urself than living together with the others..

december 29th 2010

schedule for dec 13 ~ 20

2010-12-13T12:50:00.003+09:00

stuffs to do for this week

study
sit for 2 exams
finalize thesis
hand up thesis
do last project
hand up last project

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
i'll be done with my life as a student after then!!

shoes!

2010-12-06T14:01:00.004+09:00

there is always, i repeat, ALWAYS, justification for that extra pair of shoes.

guys! i'm going to get my number sixth pair of boots!!

i wonder how am i going to carry a whole cupboard of shoes home later @_@''

오빠 화이팅 ^^

2010-11-21T13:25:00.004+09:00

오늘은 내가 좋아하는 승기 오빠의 콘스트 날이다
내가 오빠의 콘스트를 정말 많이 많이 많이 가고 싶어 해도..
같이 갈 사람이 없어서 갈 수 없게 되었다 ㅠ.ㅠ
오빠.. 콘스트를 잘 하시기 바란다.
안타깝다란 말 대신 오빠에게
내가 여기서 소리를 지르고, 힘을 줄 것이다란 말을 하고 싶다 ^^

오빠 화이팅 !

Memories..

2010-11-15T02:08:00.006+09:00

Nothing lasts forever though we want it to
The road ahead holds different dreams for me and you

Each and every end is always written in the stars
If only I could stop the world
I'd make this last

Sometimes goodbye, so it hurts in your heart,
is the only way for destiny
Sometimes goodbye, so it hurts,
is the only way now for you and me
Though it's the hardest thing to say
I'll miss your love in every way
So say goodbye
But dont you cry
'Cause true love never dies...

Say Goodbye

Batch 85 2005-2010
Thanks for being my frens ^^

Will you Marry me?

2010-10-30T13:49:00.003+09:00

@_@...............
he's so bad.....
he keep repeating in his lyrics...
asking me to marry him~~~ (day dreaming again)
awwww
He's like a drug to me now...
Why is he so handsome??
Why is he so cute??
He's just like a prince...
I'm having exam next week... but i cant stop watching his videos...
Someone pls stop me!!
i'm Unstoppable now~~

희망을 가져라~

2010-10-27T23:05:00.001+09:00

사람은 살면서 절망보다는 희망을 가져야 된다는 말이 있다
왜냐?
희망이 없으면 에너지를 발생할 수 없기 때문이다.

아무리 힘들어도 희망을 가지자! *^^*

기분이 이상하다

2010-10-17T00:47:00.002+09:00

이상한 기분 때문에
오늘 하루 종일 아무것도 못 했다 ㅠ.ㅠ
어떻하지 ...

계속 1박2일를 보면서...
머리속에서 계속 이상한 생각만 하고 있어..
아무 일도 못 하고..
게다가 돈이 없는 바람에 밖에도 못 나가고...

아이구....
아이..............................
한숨을 쉬기 싫어도 계속 쉬고 있는데 ㅠ.ㅠ

근데 이런 걱정걸이없는 생활이 나쁘지 않더라 ㅋㅋㅋ

아쉬운 마음…The feeling of Missing Something

2010-10-12T22:11:00.001+09:00

5년 전에 내가 한국에 처음에 왔을때

(5 years ago when i first came to Korea)

슬프다는 생각이 물론이고

(I was sad)

무섭다는 생각도 있었고

(I was scared)

무엇보다도 가족이나 친구를 보고 싶은 생각이 제일 만은 것 같았다.

(Of all things, i missed my friends and family the most)

그때의 난…

(Those days)

김치도 별로이고

(I didn’t like Kimchi at all)

한국말을 전혀 못 했고

(I couldn’t speak Korean language at all)

한국 드라마나 한국 노래 등

(Korean drama, korean songs … etc)

한률에 대한 관심이 전혀 없었다

(I had no interest in Korean Wave at all)

그때의 난…

(Those days)

정말 한국을 싫어했거든

(I really hated Korea very much)

2004년에 한국말을 배우면서 SNU에 다니는 시기였고

(2004, i learned korean language in Seoul National University)

2005년에 제주도 trip을 갔고

(2005 i went to chejudo which is the most beautiful island in Korea)

2006년에 부산이나 경주인가?

(2006 i went to seaside Busan and Historical Gyeongju as well)

2007년에 동양공전에 입학했고

(2007 i was enrolled to DongYang Technical College)

2008년에 졸업을 했고

(2008 i was graduated successfully from DYTC)

2009년에 고대에 편입했고, 3학년 학생이 되었구나…

(2009 i was transferred to Korea University as a 3rd year student )

2010년에 KAL 인턴십

(2010, Korean Airline Internship)

시간이 정말 빨리 지나갔구나…

(Time really flies)

마지막 학기가 시작한지 얼마 안되지만

(Final semester started not long ago)

이제 반 학기만 남아 있는데…

(Now half of the semester has gone)

시간이 이렇게 빨리 자나가는 줄 몰랐다.

(I didn't know that time could have pass so fast)

내 마음…내 생각… 굉장히 복잡해 졌다

(My heart… My feelings… has become very complicated now)

이제…

(Now…)

난 김치를 좋아한다

(I do love Kimchi)

한국말도 잘 하고

(I can speak and write fluent Korean)

한률에 대한 영향도 많이 받고 있다

(I’m so into Korean Wave)

이젠

(Now)

난 한국친구를 사귀는 것도 좋아하고

(I love to mis with the Koreans)

거의 반 한국인이 된 난…

(I have almost become a half Korean Girl)

한국을 너무 너무 너무 너무 좋아합니다…

(I really really really really love Korea…)

한국에 정이 들었다는 것 때문인가??

(Is this what we call “感情”?)

시간이 돌릴 수가 있다면… 난 다시 5년 전에 가고 싶다…

(If only we can turn back the time… i wish to go back to 5 years ago)

고백

2010-10-11T21:57:00.000+09:00

사랑해요 그댄 이젠 내가 아닌 그대지만
사랑해요 그대 만질 수도 없는 사람이지만
힘들다는 말을 들었죠
슬픈 목소리 볼 순 없었죠
내가 할 수 없는 그대 바램들
그댈 포기하게 하는 애기들
그대 그렇게 힘든가요
기다리기 너무 지루한가요
그대에게 주기로 한 작은 선물은
내 손에 있는데
근댄 이별을 주나요

견딜수 있나요 내가 없는 세상의 하늘을
견딜수 있나요 시린 아침으로 남은 시작을
그대없는 젖은 가슴을 안고
살아야 하는건가요
그대라도 괜찮기를 바래요
그대 아직 나의 사랑이니까
하늘이 보내준 내 사랑을
그 토록 애태워 찾은 사랑을
더는 이해시킬 힘도 참아낼 힘도
남아있지 않아
떠난 그댈 또 보네요
이별에는 서툰 우리였기에
쉽게 헤어질 수 없었던거죠
그랫던 거겠죠
우리 더 많은 시간지나면
이별 할 수 조차 없겠죠
하늘이 보내준 내 사랑을
그토록 애태워 찾은 사랑을
더는 이해시킬 힘도 참아낼힘도
남아있지 않아
떠난 그댈 또~보내요...ご,.~ ㆀ

happy ending ^^

2010-10-02T00:09:00.007+09:00

I didnt expect "My girlfriend is a nine-tailed fox" has such a good ending... even though i cried till my eyes swollen almost 3/4 of the final episode.. but i was smiling when i was watching the final scene...
i really like it hehe

To those who havent watch it : pls watch it.. it's really a worth watching love story *^^*

대웅이다! 너무 너무 너무 너무 너무 너무 너무 너무 좋아 *^^**^^*

today i went shopping with fy in myeongdong again.. hehe (my favourite shopping place)
guess wat i'm so happy to see lee seung gi's posters and ads all over the street.. he's so famous now... i grab some of his posters n 1 post card for free too.. hehe

now my room has 2 more new posters being sticked on the wall n at the door.. *^^*

happy collection

guess tonight i can smile when i'm sleeping... i can sleep soundly d.. hehe

My girlfriend is a nine-tailed fox

2010-10-01T01:34:00.007+09:00

i cant do anything right now... i'm so into this drama...
(my girlfriend is a nine-tailed fox)
the last episode has came out few hours ago... but too bad i've to wait till tmr then oni i can watch the last episode...

the ending of episode 15 : miho reveals that she left oni 1 tail.. she's dying...
pls.. i'm crying so so badly to c this... pls give me a happy ending... pls dont die...

SO bad... it's so tempting... i need to wait 8 hours more then oni can watch the last episode through PPS stream...

to those who has no idea about this drama : It's really worth watching.. even my mom is watching it!!

8 hours >.< .........................................

Updates!

2010-09-27T16:13:00.001+09:00

Hey! i just spare some time to decorate the outlook of my blog~

So what do you think? ^^

Oh yeah..

Happy ROM 2010 to my 2nd brother… keke… ur life sentence certificate dont you forget to do what u’ve promise! ^^

Regards,

Lovely Sis

My fren's brother

2010-09-20T02:32:00.001+09:00

Omg.. It's Amazing! pls support!!

This is 1 of my favourite song.. i didnt know when translate to english can be so meaningful!
paise.. he doesnt know korean.. so the korean pronounciation might be a bit funny.. but i think it's cool n acceptable!

enjoy ^^

Regards~

Windows Live Writer!

2010-09-14T21:24:00.001+09:00

Hello everyone!

Wishes from Windows Live Writer ^^

I the latest windows live messenger!

My future posting will be posted through this software.. hehe

This is just a testing post hehe

Thanks for reading

Regards,

crYstaL

Flower Heart Girl

2010-09-10T00:47:00.020+09:00

i seriously think that i have a pretty severe sickness...
i tried to organize my memory ... how many guys tat i like b4...

1. 911 : Lee Brennan
(This was before standard 4... before the group dismissed.. wonder what is he doing lately..)

2. Backstreet Boys : Nick Carter
(Since standard 4.. until form 4/5... now i like the group.. but not him anymore..)

3. Talented singer : Wang Lee Hom
(He's too talented.. too handsome to be ignore...)

4. Hong Kong Actor : Lam Feng
(His actiosn in drama.. always make me falls for him.. :| )

5. Hong Kong Actor : Bosco Wong
(This 1.. for a short while.. perhaps less than 2 months ..)

6. Famous Vampire : Robert Pattinson
(He almost sucked all my blood in the twilight movie.. i "was" a big fan of him..)

Lately... i'm totally into Korean Actors and singers! which i dunno why...
one year ago.. i was a big supporter of "anti Korean Entertainment"...
But... Things has changed... in a blink of an eye..
Can you believe me?.. Now i'm unstoppable..

7. Korean Actor : Lee Min Ho
(I'm still in love with him.... omg.. He's always my favorite desktop wallpaper choice >.< )

8. Thai Prince : Nickhun (Korean Group Singer 2pm member)
He's just too cute.. n too gentleman.. if u did watch "we got married" show..

9. CN Blue : Jung Yung Hwa
His voice.. totally make me absorbed into him.. @_@''

The latest member.. in my list..

10. Korean Actor/ Singer : Kim Hyun Jung
(I used to think that he's a bit girlish.. but his latest drama " Mischievous Kiss " has grasp my attention.. )

Can you draw a conclusion for me?? @_@"

imsonia

2010-09-07T01:30:00.001+09:00

i went to bed at 1140.. i thought it was a bit too late as i have class tmr 9 in the morning... (i've got to wake up at 7 something)
but now i'm still awake...
not sure it's becoz i'm too hot
or it's becoz i'm not sleepy...

i need to go to bed...
i need to sleep...
어떻게 ㅠ.ㅠ

@_@''

2010-09-03T16:18:00.003+09:00

my sleeping hours :
12.30am - 9 am
2/3pm - 4/5 pm

my 2 roomies just told me :
“拿个笼子把你关进去，定时喂你吃饭就可以了”

i think... i've been sleeping too much lately la! Oink @_@''

Yummy yummy~

2010-08-29T15:04:00.039+09:00

Guys! That's something i wanna share here! make sure u bring a tissue with u b4 u start reading... if not ur saliva will drop till everywhere... kaka~
Yesterday we celebrated xin yang's and kuan sian's birthday at a big chinese restaurant.. n it's called "China Factory" located in kondae ipku exit 3 Seoul, South Korea. I'm so excited let's cut down introduction.. and i wanna show u the food tat i've eaten!!!

Here we go~

A view of the cup tat i've used to drink chinese wulong tea and jasmine tea~

wondering wat are these?? make a guess!

cute little tortoise.. its in my stomach swimming now ^^ yummy~

Chinese dim sum~ my favourite siu mai !

look at our "wai sek" face~ can't wait to eat.. muahaha

not forgetting the delicious shanghai vege!

various kind of pao dim sum and special shanghai vege~ from the dessert bar~

These are only free food from the dessert bar~ haha... here comes the side dishes!

1st side dish : chicken salad~ not only the look.. the taste was very nice too ^^

2nd side dish : dunno wat's the name.. prawn vermicelli?? anyway the taste was a bit spicy ><

3rd : honey mayonnaise prawn! yummy~

4th: some kind of cheese popiah.. this was really yummy wakaka

5th : Naan~ eventhough it's not indian style.. but it taste good too!

6th: beef steak~ aww.. i miss it so much...i think it was 70% cooked :p

1st main dish: 糖醋鱼 .. wah really big le!!! u can c those guys... need 2 ppl to carry the plate!!

7th side dish : honey lemon chicken~ a bit different from malaysian style ~

8th : i dunno wat's the name for this.. it has chicken above the korean rice biscuits.. it taste not bad.. but i dont really like it.. hehe

9th : stewed tauhu.. "but the tauhu like too much of flour la" <- my opinion

2nd main dish: the 1 tat i like the most.. beijing roasted duck!! eat with the popiah skin... so so so so so so nice! 5 stars wei!!!

3rd main dish: abalone sea food! wow! this 1 really taste perfect!! xy had the abalone anyway :) it was his birthday ma hehe~

10th side dish: Singaporean style fried meehoon 新洲炒米.. keke.. this 1 reminds me of Malaysia :p

11th : dunno wat style fried hor fun.. haha a bit like vietnamese..

actually.. altogether we had 18side dishes... 3 main dishes.. and various kind of food from the dessert bar... however.. due to those hungry little monsters who sat together with me... who were so eager to eat the food... i failed to take the other 7 side dishes pic.. as they ate it before i sempat to take the pic >.<

let's skip to the dessert bar~

a view of the dessert bar ^^

and a view of the dim sum^^ free to take.. as many as u want ~

chinese 春卷

of coz.. dessert must have fruits.. they have jelly, lai chee, honey dew,, water melon, pineapple.. apple.. and etc~~~

my cafe latte~ phew~

and a cup of ice cream~ yummy! :D

also.. we have a birthday cake celebration with our bithday boy!~

a view of the restaurant

All together we spent around　80 to 90 ringgit per person to test 21 delicious dishes.. cheap huh?^^　i'm sorry for missing the other 7 side dishes.. coz act i was a bit slow.. couldn't manage to eat and take pics at the same time.. hehe~ i promise whoever wanna eat.. come to korea and find me i'll bring u there.. ^^

yummy~~

Help.. i need advice...

2010-08-23T14:44:00.004+09:00

i'm having flat warts on my face.. it spread to my neck.. and my chest...
for your information, flat warts are caused by Human HPV virus.. which has ntg to do with the cosmetics i use.. nor the food tat i've taken...

i've consulted 2 doctors
the 1st one said that it could be removed by some kind of laser treatment.. burning off the skin.. leaving behind with holes... n wait for months for it to recover... however.. there's a possibility it might leave scars behind... which... scares me the most currently... what if it leads to numerous holds leaving behind after the treatment??

the 2nd doc told me to try with applying acid.. but it might be ineffective and it might leads side effects to my skin... he told me tat if i'm choosing this method.. he will oni pick 3 to 4 spots .. apply acid on it weekly by going to the hospital.. n wait 3 - 4 months to c the effectiveness... however.. if this method is successful.. it might help to build antibiotics in my body...
but IT'S really too long... n i'm scare to try...

i google... google n keep googling...
it seems like the warts might go away after my body itself has built up with antibiotic to fight with the virus.. but it might take years .. but it leaves no scars...
it's actually not tat obvious until u really stand closer n look at my face thoroughly...
what should i do... shall i look for treatment... or shall i just leave it???

i'm really depressed... can anyone give me some advice?? @_______@

it's Friday~~

2010-08-20T11:11:00.002+09:00

30 mins more.. it's lunch time...
6 hours more.. it's home time...
7 hours more.. it's dinner time...
8 hours more.. it's drama time...
9 hours more.. it's dota time!

OMG~ it's weekend!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! have been struggling for the past 7 weeks... n now..
i left oni 1 more week.. which is the scariest week...

lots of dinners n drinkings r waiting for me...
my oni presentation is waiting for me...

@_@ phew..

1 more week.. n my holiday will soon come!

Regards
Yi Wen

i'm happy

2010-08-12T17:35:00.003+09:00

2 months of internship...
i manage to learn a lot of things...
manage to figure out a lot of stuffs....

not things related to my job...
not stuffs related to my company...

it's all about life!

i learned how to be independant...
i learned how to be myself...
i learned how to be happy...

i figured out the important stuffs ard me...
i figured out how much i miss my papa.. mama.. gor gors... henry...
i figured out who r my true frens...
i figured out there's someone always right beside me...

thank god... i'm really happy today :D

sick day...

2010-08-08T03:08:00.004+09:00

wat a teriible saturday...
suffer from diarrhea since this morning...
went to toilet more than 20 times....
tried to sleep early n i couldnt go to bed..
i suffered from hard breathing while i was sleeping half way...
wake up... gave ah kien a big fright as my face was really pale...
"i couldn't breath"
"i'm feeling dizzy"
that was the words that kept coming out from my mouth at that moment...
n i was really scared...
i was scared that i'll be fainted... just like tat...

suddenly...
i vomited out my dinner.... on my precious bed... on my body... n on my pants and shirt
after tat finally i feel tat ...
i can get some fresh air...
n i went to the toilet again... suffered from diarrhea again...

it's now 312 in the morning... n i've just finished cleaning up the mess...
i'm feeling sorry to my hsemates coz i think i really gave them a big shocked...

may god bless me..
today is really a terrible day.. n i'm so homesick now...

@_________________________@

goodnite... everyone

越长大越孤单

2010-08-02T20:29:00.008+09:00

哥哥今天找了这段片子，post了在 facebook, 只说了“ for her " 简单的两个字。。。
看了这段片子，奇怪的感觉好像是要给我看的。。。
好奇心之下，我问了他。。。给谁看的。。。
他只说了。。。

“我看到这段片子。。。心里只想起了你“

想起了好朋友们的劝告，妈妈的苦心，
我的矜持。。。错了吗？
我真的身在福中不知福吗？
难道我真的应该重新再来吗？

worry @_@

2010-07-19T14:45:00.002+09:00

Yesterday my mom told me... she's worrying about me...
over what??
She had a conversation with my bro and their gfs..
She asked them how good if i have a partner right now.. then
She dont need to worry that no one taking care of me..
n my bros and their gfs replied " Hou Lan LO... "

She says i'm choosy... picky... blah blah blah and so on...
She says if i continue like this...
i'll end up being alone.. in my life :|

So, What say you? @_____________________@

realistic...

2010-07-13T08:33:00.005+09:00

a short conversation yesterday.. makes me wondering whole day... till today...
am i really that realistic? is it good or is it bad to behave like that??
i'm always regret over the things that i've said ...
i've always wanted to learn how to become quiet...
but i always failed over the mission that i wanted to accomplish @_@~~
that's the reason why sometimes i used to keep myself away over the others....
sigh....
a simple conversation... makes me wondering lots n lots of stuffs...
guess i really need some changes in me...

anyway~

have a good day everyone~

2010-07-11T20:09:00.001+09:00

Create a playlist at MixPod.com

homesick T.T

2010-07-11T15:48:00.000+09:00

i miss home... >.<

A special day~

2010-06-23T22:27:00.003+09:00

Wait a min... it's not for me...!!
.......
......
....
for who??
..
.

i dedicated my day to them....

n now... i have no more strength and energy =.=

update *

2010-06-19T15:41:00.003+09:00

i got my Korean Air Internship ! ^^
will start work on july the 5th till 27th of August~ hehe :)

my 1st company interview

2010-06-12T13:19:00.003+09:00

yesterday 11th of june.. i had my 1st interview experience in Korea..
the company is Korean Air.. which is totally not related to my major as the work that they offer are related mostly to business and management

the interview was devided into 3 parts
1st : translation from english to korean
2nd : company interview(korean)
3rd : english speaking

my 1st impression to the Korean Air headquarter office was... cool! the view was very nice.. i could still remember.. the path that i walk to toilet.. i could see real aeroplanes through the transparent window.. it's so near and so big,.. the view is really nice... i really really like this place a lot..

my 1st part of interview.. was sucked @_@ i screwed up the whole thing as i oni manage to translate 2 paragraphs with my broken korean... sigh.. i wish i could this better.. becoz of this i'm really scare tat i'll lose my chance to get my intern @_@
i just dunno why.. at that moment my mind was blank... i couldn't remember a lot vocabs and so on.. so it's really tough for me to write out in korean..

after the 1st test.. i got to know tat most of my frens they did quite well.. manage to translate at least more than half of the passage.. i was very down n sad..

but then very fast i manage to keep back all those negative feelings.. i told myself.. since i did so badly in the 1st 1.. i need to add more extra points in the next 2 interview...

i did my very best esp during the korean interview part.. i really enjoy it a lot.. put in lots of effort to try to speak more n let the interviewer to pay more attention on me...

May God Bless me.. and i really wish i can have another chance to enter the office n take a picture of those aeroplanes for u guys to c..~

love ,
yi wen ^^

林峯- 我們很好

2010-06-02T20:50:00.001+09:00

it's been a long time... i couldn't find a chinese song... tat i like so much....

little korean girl...

2010-05-08T17:41:00.003+09:00

met this little korean girl just now... in hi seoul festival..
she's really cute.. she was showing i love u to her mom.. i tak sempat to take the pics...
!!

tmr is mothers' day,,, happy mothers' day mama ^^ muackz~
thank you for giving birth to me..
thank you for taking care of me
thank you for providing me such a happy family
thank you for everything

I LOVE u MOM ^^

love,
yi wen

it's MAY ㅠ.ㅠ

2010-05-08T09:58:00.002+09:00

i feel like.. i just came b not long ago from Malaysia...
a blink of an eye.. it's may now.....
i dont even realise time passes so fast........my birthday is overed..
and i'm 23 now!!! awww.. in korea 24 ㅜ.ㅜ

how i wish.. time could just stop.... as i enjoy my life a lot here.. in korea ㅜ.ㅜ

The greatest BF ..

2010-04-25T02:10:00.003+09:00

wondering who is he???
...
..
.

He's...
the guy who is willing to buy sanitary pad for you..
the guy who is willing to rush home n take medicine for you..
...
..
.

Yes!! It's him!! i just can't help my self..............
i'm totally fall for him................!! ^^

support 개인의 취향! support Lee min ho!
does anyone know about his schedule in Korea??? i'm dying to see him~~

SURPRISE!!!

2010-04-13T18:02:00.007+09:00

I just came back from class... and i saw a card on my table.. and...

SURPRISE!!

it's a card from my best buddies lulu, faye and kit mei...
Thanks for the card.. n i'm really really very touched... didnt expect you guys to send me a special gift with u guys inside summore kaka

btw... the pic is very nice.. too bad... it's taken without me n san! @_@

how i wish i could be there with u guys too... i'm looking forward to see u guys in korea too!

lulu and faye.. i wonder.. u guys still remember this pic or not.. kaka

let's take 1 more later... together with kit mei and san~

dears... i love u guys lots lots muackz~~~

something's bothering me...

2010-04-09T23:19:00.003+09:00

2 weeks ago... on the 26th of march.. Friday morning physics class(the 3rd class of this semester)...
my partner was absent again to the class... he's been missing after the 1st class of this semester.. which i dunno what's the reason behind..
Because of this.. i had done exp 2 on my own... without any help from the others
however, the 3rd experiment is different... this experiment i couldn't do it alone as i need someone to control the com so that i can control the cart...
Therefore... i went to ask the TA... i said can i join another group? or can u gimme a partner? (they're some groups who have 3 ppl)
TA said.. sure.... he asked a group (group2) which has 3 ppl.. 2 guys and a girl...
he asked a guy ask him to shift to my group and do together with me...
n guess wat...
that STUPID guy... stared at the TA ... with a terrible look.... showing how bu shuang he was.....
The TA was much younger than him.. therefore... he dare not to cause trouble with him..... n he said out inside the class.. any1 willing to come to my group and help me? for those who have 3 ppl in their group....
n guess what...
NO ONE!!! NO ONE!! i stood there.... speechless....
n then.. fy who sat next to my group... raised her hand up... n she volunteer to come n help me...
Thank god...
But I'm really sad... Common! the class has less than 5 girls.. n mostly r guys... what are those guys doing??? letting a girl do exp alone n not helping out????
HUH????

n today... 9th of April ... after resting for 1 week.. today i have my physics exp class again...
i hesitated quite long this morning.. shall i tell the TA to assign a new partner for me? or should i just keep quiet and do it on my own....
(today's TA is another TA... he's the eldest in the department)
after a deep consideration... i decided to try my luck for once more.. n i went up n told him... my partner has been missing after the 1st class...
then he said really?? he walked to the same group (group 2) n he said the same thing like what the previous TA has mentioned. He told them 1 guy from this group pls shift ur position.. i would like to rearrange the team member of this class...
n guess wat...

the same guy who used a terrible look to stare at my previous TA he said this to the TA
싫어요..... (i don't want)
i was like...
HUH????? i really wanna walk infront n scold him "WTF" ... my tears was going to drop when i heard that words from his mouth...
what's wrong with partnering with me??? did i do anything wrong???? am i that scary??
then the TA asked why to him..
n he said
"우리 3명이 친구예요" <-- "3 of us r frens"

n once again... i'm lost for words again,... what the heck is that lame excuse....
frens that's why u need to stick n don't bother about the others??? let a girl do the tough experiment all alone ???? common... is that how a guy should behave??

i felt so sad... i felt like I'm being rejected by the Koreans.. n i felt... really really bad....

luckily another guy from fy's group saw this n he volunteer to shift to my group...
when he came...
i straight away said "고마워요" thanks to him.. which i really meant that....
i was really scared that i'll cried at that moment... n luckily... thanks to him....

what's wrong??? is it becoz i'm a foreigner?? is it becoz u're scared to communicate wif me in korean?? dont u think i should be the 1 who's more scare than u???

the 1st time... i realised... how bad the koreans can be..

Personal Taste 개인의 취향

2010-04-05T14:01:00.003+09:00

For those who likes 구준표 like i do..
i highly recommend his new drama Personal Taste 개인의 취향 to you guys hehe...
it's airing on every wed n thurs night korean channel MBC
for those who're not in korea.. you can download it on
www.verycd.com

i'm trying trying very very very hard to control myself not to watch... n wait until few more episodes are out then watch all at the same time...
However.. thanks to my bad roomie... Kien who started to watch few days ago......
n she told me tat it's very nice.............

Well, due to curiousity..... i watched the 1st episode ard 7 mins.... n i'm totally (falls for)빠졌어 again to 이민호 씨.. the main actor of this drama...ㅠ.ㅠ.....

here's the drama trailer...

Just wanna share my interest with you guys.. feel free to watch ^^ i believe it's a good drama~

Oh yea... i remembered suddenly.. last time SNU 김혁선생님 our physics teacher once told me that he thinks i look like 손예진 the main actress of this drama... what do you guys think about it?? 닮았나? ㅋㅋㅋ

untitled

2010-03-10T23:16:00.003+09:00

it's so hard to look for someone who truly understands u...
never question why and always have faith in u...
someone who can makes u happy..
someone who'll always be there by ur side whenever u need them...
someone who can be a good listener to u...

i'm always grateful and satisfy to what i'm having...
but...
again n again....
the ppl whom i thought will truly understands me....
who always be there for me...
hurts me deeply again and again...

Guess... i'm always alone... in my own world...

나도 모르겠어.. ㅠ.ㅠ

2010-03-07T22:16:00.002+09:00

내 마음...
내 생각...
내가 지금 원하는 것...
내가 지금 하는 것...

............................. 모르겠어.. 모르겠어.......

다 몰라 ㅠ.ㅠ

당신은 날 좀 도와줄래?

friends

2010-02-18T02:55:00.002+09:00

feel so happy today after chatting with my very very best friends
n i feel very happy becoz they're planning to visit me end of this year
i appreciate u guys very very much n i'm very happy to have u guys beside me
good frens are hard to find not to say my best best frens!
i love you guys lots lots and i wish we can be friends forever...
i love chatting wif u guys
i love gossiping together wif u guys

dears~ dont worry abt me! i'm trying hard n i do hope next year we can see the results together haha~

muackz...

friends forever!

What a man wants

2010-02-13T01:59:00.005+09:00

A man wants a woman

who understands him even though when the others do not understand him
who concern of him much much more compare to the other men
who has faith in him and trust him no matter what happens

yea... is that really simple for a woman to do so?

can a guy say that she's not the woman that he wanst when the woman fails do so?

just my thoughts here...
heard this from coffee prince and that reminds me of something...

i heard this from somewhere else before too~

cookies!!

2010-02-02T21:47:00.004+09:00

i made this myself :p... from measuring till serving kaka...

green colour cornflakes cookies~~

hot hot .. just out from the oven hehe...

yum yum~~ wanna try? wan recipe?? drop a msg n i'll tell u hehe..

살려 주라..

2010-01-29T00:28:00.003+09:00

어떻게.. 나 한국드라마에 중독됐나봐.. ㅠ.ㅠ
아침에 눈이 띄이자마자...
밤에 잠 자기 전에도...
자꾸... 구준표의 생각만 나는데...

마음이 착하시는 분... 날 좀 살려 주라...
ㅠㅠ

이상한 2010...

2010-01-20T12:47:00.005+09:00

i've been saying that... i dont like korea.. korea life sucks.. but here comes 2010..
finally my last year in korea...

however... things change unexpectedly...

i'm starting to miss korea life.. wanna go b to korea.. wanna stay longer in korea..
wanna c more abt korea... wanna explore more.. experience more... missing the 4 seasons.. missing the moments of shopping in myeongdong... missing the huge strawberries.. missing the moment walking along 청계천.... n lots lots lots more..

i'm going crazy till the level of hunting for korean dramas everyday.. listening to korean songs...

4 years in korea... now i wish it can have 4 years more for me...

한국에 정이 들었나 봐... 그런건까? 하고 싶은 일이 아직도 많이 남았어 ㅜㅜ
근데 시간이 1 년밖에 안되는데.. 그래도 충분할 건까???
나 자신에게 새로운 라이브스타일을 찾으려고 하는 약속을 했다...
제발... 시간 좀 더 주세요... @_@

Favourite Food of All Time

2010-01-13T10:10:00.004+09:00

hehehehe.... wanted to post this long long long time ago....
finally... here it is~~~

Name : zap guo suet
Location : hawker stall opposite sam tet primary school ipoh
Price : RM3.00 to RM 3.20 (it's really cheap~~~~~~~without ice cream will be cheaper, sorry forgot the real price...)
Speciality : lots lots lots of fruits~ honey dew, water melon, mango, long zhu guo, long gan, nangka, nata de koko, nuts, kiwi seed and etc~~~~ it has much much much more fruits compare to other places.. trust me!!!!
Time : only available at night :( sobz...

Just can't control myself from eating this. Everytime i come back... this is a must food for me to eat. :D

To those who's interested in trying this... pay a visit to ipoh and stay till night.. call me i'll bring u there wakaka.....

LOVE THIS LOTS LOTS~

1st post of the year..

2010-01-04T00:51:00.002+09:00

wanted to write a happy post.. but i cant do it.. i did try.. but all came out was !@#!#$!$

many things are bothering me now... not becoz of exams.. not becoz of results...
lots of tings happened within these few days...
unbelievable things... n things that which i never ever expect it will come across in my life...

other than that... still the same hard thing that is bothering me for years.....
i'm scare..... i'm lost...
i'm not happy....

I'M GETTING MARRIED!

2009-12-28T02:10:00.001+09:00

没有新郎。。。 BUT GOT BEAR BEAR =.=''

my brides maid dress

2009-12-21T15:45:00.001+09:00

do i look like a brides maid??? if i wear this dress muahahaa
guess the price???
needa go shop again for nite dress @@

2009-12-10T20:33:00.001+09:00

Send your own ElfYourself eCards

-.-

2009-12-05T03:04:00.004+09:00

i'm tired and exhausted...
finally i've finish my korean essay report @@ it took me days to finish it..
not sure how should i set my time table .. time is not enough to cover everything for the coming up exam.. all i can say is... i'll do my best..

surprisingly.. i didnt feel that stress compare to last sem..
i'm learning now to become slow n steady...
fighting ^^ 10 more days to go then i'll be free for months again
hehe...

btw.. tmr.. finally.. i'll be going to watch new moon..
the movie that i've been long waiting for....

wait for me~~~ ^^

team edward
yiwen ^^

2009-11-27T19:46:00.000+09:00

happy halloween ^^

2009-10-31T00:55:00.004+09:00

went myeongdong shopping today.. n accidentally saw crispy cream selling halloween doughnuts!! kaka...
happy halloweenday~~

2009-10-26T19:51:00.001+09:00

新的希望，从心出发
^^

can u feel his heartbeat?

2009-10-19T01:43:00.000+09:00

This is us limited deluxe edition!! 한정판!

2009-10-08T19:44:00.006+09:00

i'm very happy today ... guess wat~~~

there's 1 more album in my collection~
** not pirated de oh! it's limited deluxed edition!!!... cost me 15000 won le..

n there's a poster wif it.. thinking wanna stick it on my wall o not.. hou em sei dak le!!
** for those who dunno : my wall oso got a small collection of posters.. kaka

find 1 day i'll take a pic of my wall n show u guys... kaka
Backstreet forever... one thing i gonna say is.. "Backstreet Boys meet Trend"
listen to this album.. then u will understand wat i said.. hehe
* 그들이 움직일 때마다 세상도 함께 움직인다!

some thoughts

2009-09-30T02:03:00.002+09:00

She's very pretty... her name is 陈法拉 if u're a fan of tvb dramas.. i'm sure u know who she is..
He's extremely cute.. his name is "jack"
awww... 有營主婦 very nice drama ^^

Day dreaming tat..
if 1 day..
i can become like her...
and
i can have a pet like him..

hehe.. ntg is impossible rite?

sorry sorry~~

2009-09-20T22:09:00.001+09:00

damn like this song!

congratulations..!!!

2009-09-10T22:05:00.003+09:00

I admit... u r very handsome just a bit chubby kaka... n pui sum is very pretty too!
how i wish i was there.... awwww... very sweet... jealous jealous***** when's my turn????? @@

090909

2009-09-09T23:16:00.003+09:00

congratulations to my dai gor gor n his gf pui sum ^^
after 9 years long run.. finally today.. 090909...
they r officially husband and wife...
officially i have a dai sou.... naik pangkat.. haha
may god bless you two to have happy n lovely marriage life ^^
wish u 2 bak tou dou lou ^^ 爱到久久久。。。

uncertainty

2009-09-07T01:13:00.002+09:00

There's no 100% guarantee in this world..
Have you ever thought of when you are saying "It can't be", "It's impossible" that time..
How impossible it can be? How sure are you i meant.
Couples can get married.. not long later they also can get divorced.
Forever is it 100% guarantee?
Or sometimes when you think you are too sure of something .. or maybe i should rephrase it to when you're bias with something..
Maybe it doesn't have to turn out to be what you think it should be..
For instance, you might think of a person who's wearing worn out clothes, old shoes, looks poor... not classy... etc etc.. you might think that he's poor... what if he's not??
Everything is possible if you try to step aside.. think yourself as a 3rd party for the issue.
So, in conclusion : There's no 100% sure .. there's no 100% guarantee in this world.. even if a person says he likes you for this min.. he might change his mind for the next min

bless..

my family

2009-08-29T01:30:00.002+09:00

hmmm tot of this paragraph few days ago.. but i didnt write it down..
well since today it's my last nite in gor gor's house before i flying b to korea..
i'm going to write it down .. hehe abt my family

i got a very cute baba.. well.. really cute.. not lying.. how to describe abt him?.. hmm.. well sometimes he will say something out of the blue.. without knowing the reasons why.. something that make u think tat.. awww.. he's really cute.. feel like kissing him.. haha.. then.. i got a super duper lau gai mama.. hmm just imagine she will fat pei hei if baba dont hold his hands.. if baba treat me more good compare to her.. OMG @@ kesian my baba.. i dont think i need to describe how lau gai she is towards me.. @@..
Next, i also have a super duper triple lau hei dai gor gor.. @@ imagine we always have to wait for him to finish his work for dinner.. his 5 mins will always be more than 30 mins.. ~ ask him to go out... to leave the hse.. will take more than 45 mins eventhough it can be done within 5 mins.. ai... then 2nd gor gor.. wat to say.. super talkative.. no wonder he's so good in social.. imagine.. how he bargain for me my laptop price.. from 2500 - 2k.. caught a super big fish hehe.. abt my 3 gor gor? hmm.. dunno to me.. he's too hardworking.. he sure will finish his work on time.. n he will do more than wat u ask.. he always like to rush rush n rush... make sure u dont be lau hei if he ask u to do something.. n his temper is very bad oso.. so typically like a cow lo..!!! since his horoscope is a cow oso :p
so?? wat am i???????
sigh......................................................
i think .. i have the combinations of all of them~~~
funny?????haha.. I DONT THINK SO~ ><

i'm back~~

2009-08-20T20:54:00.004+09:00

sorry for the inactive~
haha i'm back ^^ currently in ipoh :P well next week gonna go b to korea again.. @_@
well... i'm really happy to be back at home.. feel like.. i'm recharged.. haha.. full of energy here.. ! guess wat today i went to the royal golf club.. it's been a long time i didnt go there as it was under construction a year ago..
it's really pretty ! amazing.. totally different from last time.. when i step in there.. i feel like.. suddenly i've got class.. i meant i've become a "classy" ppl!
ppl ard there are doctors lawyers... managers.. baba summore show off to me.. while we were heading to the gym place... he met the president of the golf club.. tell me stories and also ppl whom he met ard the place... baba since when so geng 1 geh? how come i dunno @_@ wakaka.. gonna go there more often.. then oni can fish a gold fish! the happiest thing for today was.. i met 2 "shuai ge" woooo.. not kidding.. no joking! really SHUAI Ge~~~~~
1 is a chinese he was doing gym while i was swimming.. i bet he didnt notice i kept staring at him all the time kaka... n the second 1 was an ang moh!!! awwwww dunno where is he from.. but he was playing golf.. i kept looking at him... haih... all shuai ge... muscular ... but not mine.. sigh~~~~
gor gor gonna change car d.. from waja to altis... waiting for car number AHA.. n 3rd gor gor waiting for AHB.. kaka.. later my house got "ah ga" AGA, "ah ha" AHA, n cute cute "ah B" AHB 3 together... so proud.. so when was mine?? i'm waiting for "ah kar" AKA~~ all numnber plate must be 3363.. later all 4 cars move together~~~
all gor gors will be coming back tomoro.. lots of stuffs to do wif them... wanna go cinema together.. go play dota together.. go shopping go eat together...

love this song...

2009-07-16T23:45:00.001+09:00

Lyrics to Maybe :
Didn't you want to hear
the sound of all the places we could go
Do you fear
the expressions on the faces we don't know
It's a cold hard road when you wake up
and I don't think that I
Have the strength to let you go

Maybe it's just me, Couldn't you believe
that everything I said and did, wasn't just deceiving
And the tear in your eye, and your calm hard face
makes me wish that I was never brought into this place

There goes my ring
It might as well have been shattered
and I'm here to sing
about the things that mattered
about the things that made us feel alive for oh so long
about the things that kept you on my side when I was wrong

Maybe it's just me, Couldn't you believe
that everything I said and did, wasn't just deceiving
And the tear in your eye, and your calm hard face
makes me wish that I was never brought into this place

And someday, I promise I'll be gone
And someday, I might even sing this song
To you, I might even sing this song, to you
and I was crying alone tonight
and I was wasting all of my life just thinking of you
So just come back we'll make it better
So Just come back I'll make it
better than it ever was x2

Maybe it's just me, Couldn't you believe
that everything I said and did, wasn't just deceiving
And the tear in your eye, and your calm hard face
makes me wish that I was never brought into this place

Maybe it's just me, Couldn't you believe
that everything I said and did, wasn't just deceiving
And the tear in your eye, and your calm hard face
makes me wish that I was never brought into this place
( I want it all, Don't leave right now)
(I'll give you everything)
[ Maybe Lyrics on http://www.lyricsmania.com/ ]

I was thinking..

2009-07-08T19:49:00.003+09:00

If i have lots of money
If i can go shopping everyday
If i'm not the 1 i am now
If i have an ipod
If i can dance wildly
If i'm smart enough to make everyone drop their specs off
If i dont keep things bottled up anymore
If i can get things off my chest easily
abcd abcd abcd
!!
If i can swear like everyone else...
IF ................................

aloha~

2009-06-30T01:45:00.002+09:00

i've been missing for a long long time...
many things has gone n come b at the same time ^^
looking forward to b back at home.. mama baba wait for me ..! 1 more month! muackz ^^

lappie broke down...

2009-06-15T13:42:00.003+09:00

lappie broke down suddenly while i was studying last nite...
totally no sound from my lappie now..
spoilt my mood from studying last nite..

anyway i cant do anything to save it @_@
today's gonna be another better day ..
i miss the "bom bom bom" sound from my lappie @_@

need a break @_@...

2009-06-05T21:37:00.004+09:00

i just need a break... not long.. 1 or 2 days oso enough f or me... i need some private time.. i need some leisure time.. i need some time to get rid of books...

everyday wake up early in the morning.. will start thinking.. how many chapters more to cover for today...
everynite came home will start counting... how many chapters i didnt manage to finish...
everynite b4 i sleep will start planning.. how many chapters to cover for tmr...

tat's my routine of daily life now....

sigh....

i wan a break..

the oni motivation for me to study ~ mr shuai ge who is sitting at 2 oclock direction from my seat in library @_@.. staring at him.. makes me study @_@

sigh...

2009-05-22T17:49:00.002+09:00

results suck like hell..
another sub below average...
wondering how many subjects am i going to fail for this sem? @@...

boh mood to do my hw anymore.. sigh....................
PHOBIA wif exams and the results..! @_@

awww...

2009-05-20T01:29:00.001+09:00

y is november so slow @_@..

Robsessed

2009-05-16T11:28:00.003+09:00

alrite... at least i'm not up to this level yet...

there's this girl... she tattoo Rob's signature on her wrist...
OMG.. INSANE...

hmmm.. i think tat's a bit too over.. this most probably will freak Rob off when he know abt this..

what would you do when you're 17 again??

2009-05-11T19:54:00.005+09:00

i wanna watch~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

i really wanna watch..... but korea not showing T_T
AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW ~~~~~~~~~~~~

coolness!!

2009-05-10T02:43:00.000+09:00

i'm gonna change my point of view towards her.. starting from this moment !

chemistry elements

2009-05-09T00:19:00.002+09:00

1-20

H-Hairy
He-Henry
Li-Lives
Be-Behind
B-Bukit
C-China
N-North
O-Of
F-Florida
Ne-New York

Na-Naughty
Mg-Mg Dull
Al-Always
Si-Silly
P-put
S-Soft
Cl-Condom
Ar-Around
K-Kaki
Ca-Cacat

while waiting for xy to come...

2009-05-01T19:40:00.003+09:00

i found Rob's blog!! ~~~~~~~~~~
wakaka~~

http://www.myspace.com/robertpattinson20

sweetness in the air~~

2009-05-01T14:47:00.003+09:00

i think i'm dead @_@
i've just finished "breaking dawn"...
the ending was... AMAZING ....
it's something tat i'm out of expectation.........
n i can feel sweetness is in the air~~~
seriously i think i'm already dead
eventhough i'm still sitting here.. breathing @_@

Dreams

2009-04-28T01:57:00.006+09:00

Are we suppose to dream? or just tat we wanted to dream?
^^ have you ever thought of this question before in your life?
Why? Why do we dream?
i read an article in my english class..
"Dream Bigger Dreams" that's what the article was about..
and i'm impressed by that .. a lot
Why not?? We must dream bigger dreams, or shall i say.. we must dare to dream!!
if u dont dare to dream at all, how are you going to archieve your goals ?
Eventhough u might not be able to archieve what u want.. but at least.. u dream of having it before!
If you can find happiness in your dreams.. then why not???

and that's why.. i'm not looking for a cure .. at least not for this moment ^^
Some of you might think that.. aww.. she's such freak~ watever! i dont give a damn on it anyway ^^
i'm happy with the way i am~

Are you feeling the same as i am? ^^

sick #_# @_@

2009-04-19T16:33:00.002+09:00

is sick a good excuse to skip exam?????
i've been suffering since this morning..
stomachache @_@ i think the cause was because i drank a cup of coffee empty stomach this morning ....
*sobz*
can i have all the luck from u guys... tmr signals exam @_@

우리만의 살인 미소 ^^

2009-04-12T02:55:00.004+09:00

3년 전에...(3 years ago)

i sort of miss my highlighted hair ..
3 년 후에...(3 years later)

* u're wearing the similar shirt le~~~

뭐가 좀 달라졌지... 그래도.. 이 환한 웃음을 정만 많이 그리웠다..

我的回忆不是我的

2009-04-06T02:00:00.000+09:00

伤心的总会任性
灰心的总会用气力
将最好的过去将最多的细碎
锁到属于你的眼睛
失恋的不够耐性
失恋的不信是注定
于最黑的世界于最光的刹那
感到属于你的气息
即使很多一起过的
想起的通通你的
为着是浪漫的爱情
通通都可再见
但承诺可再听
什么可不变色
oh baby
当晚与你记住蒲公英
今晚偏偏想起风的清劲
回忆不再受制于我我承认
回忆也许你的
当晚与你记住流水声
今晚站在大地自己倾听
难道送别你回头总是虔诚
谁能怪我总是太感性
失恋的都有惰性
失恋的都记住约定
当理想的世界当理想的刹那
因爱无分你的我的

))((*&%$$#

2009-04-04T02:48:00.002+09:00

i've got no life at all @@..
wake up early in the morning breakfast..
homework... study....
lunch.....
study...
homework again...
dinner...
bath...
study
homework...
study...
n homework again............................................................
T_____________________________________________T

the happiest moment in my current routine life...
sleeping time (eventhough average oni 5 hours per day)
breakfast
lunch
dinner time...(sometimes can curi curi watch half episode of drama.. while eating @@)

god bless me..
i'm shortage of time now.. next week got 2 exams n 1 quiz..
signal n systems hw due date on wed
i havent finish 1 at all...

sigh sigh sigh

flightless bird

2009-03-23T19:26:00.004+09:00

I was a quick wet boy
Diving too deep for coins
All of your straight blind eyes
Wide on my plastic toys
And when the cops closed the fair
I cut my long baby hair
Stole me a dog-eared map
And called for you everywhere

Have I found you?
Flightless bird, jealous, weeping
Or lost you?
American mouth
Big bill looming

Now I'm a fat house cat
Cursing my sore blunt tongue
Watching the warm poison rats
Curl through the wide/white fence cracks
Kissing on magazine photos
Those fishing lures thrown in the cold and clean
Blood of Christ mountain stream

Have I found you?
Flightless bird, brown hair bleeding
Or lost you?
American mouth
Big bill, stuck going down

I wonder.. without twilight... will this song being so famous like now?
it's a nice and relaxing song...

有感而发

2009-03-21T19:27:00.004+09:00

看到某些人做某些事情
莫名其妙的
心里只觉得很恶心，很想吐。。。

最近，每天都在忙功课
想找些时间读读书，
看看戏，逛逛街，
很像逃离고대，
谁来帮帮我。。。。

我很怕。。真的很怕。。

my current feelings..

2009-03-16T17:18:00.003+09:00

i know i'm not smart.. n tat's why i work harder compare to ppl..
i know i'm slow.. tat's why i did my best to copy down everything n figure it out by myself.. or by asking the others
i know i'm not interested in it.. but still i'm trying my very best to work things out..

but sometimes..
i questioned myself.. is my hard work really worthwhile?
i feel bad becoz of troubling ppl to teach me..
(bcoz i'm slow.. ppl takes time to explain to me)
n now ..

i'm facing another failure...
i know.. u might tell me it's just a start... work harder for the next time..
i know ... yes...
but i'm stress...
ppl all can do.. but not me..
i'm always the 1 standing behind while watching the others running infront..
why ..
why am i always the 1 to be standing from behind..
am i standing at the wrong place..? is this the real path tat i'm looking for?

now addicted wif..

2009-03-12T10:57:00.002+09:00

什么都不想做，
什么都不想要,
什么都不想理，
此似此刻，
我只想要看戏！

everything's new to me..

2009-03-04T11:40:00.002+09:00

shifted to new hse.. new room.. new roomies..new environment..
entered new uni.. gonna starts my new life.. n meet wif new group of frens..
sigh..
am i ready for all this changes?
i was super bz for the past few days.. over the courses registration..
i've a pack schedule for this sem.. eventhough i oni registered for 17 credits @@
n now i'm bz over wif the transfer credits list..
started to feel scare.. n to be honest..due to my poor sense of directions..
i still dont really recognise all the directions here.. the uni is too big... to be recognise anyway..
luckily.. i still know the direction to walk to the 공학관.. phew.. hope everything's gonna b fine to me..

feeling confuse n blur over my career.. did i pick the wrong path for myself?
there's no turning b.. all i can tell myself is to be brave enough and finish the road ...

bz-ing and relax-ing

2009-02-22T02:03:00.004+09:00

hello... it's been a long time i didnt log in here ^^ i'm back in korea! for almost a week .. time really flies.. winter holiday is going to finish in another 1 week time @@~
there's ntg change in korea.. except the ppl around me.. their personal life etc etc.. hehe i'm going to shift soon gonna starts packing n unpacking my stuffs and to prepare for the entrance exams at the same time .. huhu i was hoping for no exam for the past 2 months @@ everyday i prayed so hard.. and end up.. god didnt manage to hear my prayers @@~~~
today.. my bro.. and a few frens had shifted to their new house @@.. miss them so much.. less ppl to sing.. less ppl to eat.. less ppl to play.. less ppl to chat .. sigh..
today i went shopping at lotte mart too.. wif fy mp n .. jt went there to help us to carry too.. act i think he just want to spend more time wif us.. as he's going to shift soon on the 25th.. alone @@ poor boy.. we gonna miss u.. miss ur cooking food a lot too T.T.. bought a lot stuffs today.. hehe 3 of us spent around 16 keping!! we bought too many stuffs until end up we called a taxi to send us home lolx.. n then
**hope she didnt c this**
fy.. haha the silly girl she was so blur... she thought tat we're in msia.. the driver seat which is on the right hand side..so she walked to the left hand side n open the door.. the kind taxi ajoshi also got a shocked..wat happen to this girl.. haha the ajoshi was seating at the left hand side staring at her.. "why she open my door?"
i think she's the 1st msian to do this in korea.. hahahaha she was so malu and all of us kept laughing inside the car ..ajoshi said to her : "정말 깜짝 놀랐어!" hahaha

valentine's day!

2009-02-14T01:22:00.002+09:00

next year!!
next year!!

today better dont go out... sakit mata sakit hati...

MP!! my dear..!

lazy pig

2009-02-12T19:49:00.004+09:00

crystal is a pig
a big lazy pig
a big fat pig
a big stupid pig
a big sleepy pig
T____________T

conclusion : i'm a PIG !

penang oh penang ..

2009-01-11T00:19:00.005+09:00

i'm at my bro's house! ok 1st impression..
I REALLY like his house lo.. n i really wanted to stay longer... longer n longer...
sigh.. gor gor allow me to stay longer but the prob is .. monday to thursday he gonna go work.. till nite oni we can eat dinner together.. he's very worried abt my lunch.. my transport n everything...
jt promises to take me out to tour penang.. settle my lunch oso.. but then..
i feel kinda bad.. according to my 3rd bro.. from butterworth to here.. takes abt 45 mins.. i feel so bad for troubling ppl..

shall i go b.. or shall i stay longer????

add on: my bros.. 2nd n 3rd both of them r very worried abt me.. worried tat i cannot get marry next time.. cannot find a husband~ keep reminding me i'm old d.. i lun luo until need to go "siong tai" d... haha this makes me starts to worry oso haha

my house is getting rich!

2009-01-08T00:58:00.004+09:00

during the china trip ... my eldest bro and my 2nd bro spent quite a lot money on the trip expenses..
after the china trip last friday..
my bro complained about his old bed tilam...
then my mum spent 800 ringgit n bought a queen size tilam for him...
(now i'm using it anyway kaka)
after that .. my dad complained about the old dining table set at my house dining room.. so we straight away drove to another furniture shop n we bought a new dining set.. we spent another 900 ringgit on it...
n then........................
on sunday....................................
my dad spent another 3500 ringgit asking ppl to renovate my backdoor house........
wah wah wah (mouth open bigly ^0^)
wat happen to my house ppl.. since when we're so rich while i'm still so poor..??
!!!

grrr books !!

2009-01-04T23:53:00.002+09:00

everyone has gone.. frens had gone b to study..
bros gone b to work..
wii game has gone too.. together wif my bro..
astro on demand oso gone...
mummy starts working tmr too..
as for me..
i gonna start touching books! it's so hard.. i'm still in my holiday mood.. but not forgetting.. few weeks later when i got b to korea.. there's an entrance exam waiting for me...
sad sad sad!
can any1 stop the time for me??? pls???

oh god...
i wonder.. how come fairy tales never happen to me...
grrr

happy new year!

2009-01-01T13:46:00.003+09:00

happy 2009!!

a new year , a new day, a new start
watever it's past then it's over~

may the earth b healthy and strong
may the ppl around me everyday stay happy and healthy

happy new year Yi wen ^^

heading to CHINA

2008-12-20T01:05:00.003+09:00

i'm flying again tmr.. this time slightly different
as i'm going wif my family.. to macau china hongkong macau ..
i hope everything will b fine.. as i hope henry will b safe..
pls dont make any troubles when we're not around
HENRY we do love u so stay guai guai k ^^

btw i bought the book twilight .. n i think i'm inlove wif the vampire edward..
the book is much better than the movie.. sigh.. i'm day dreaming again slap slap!
i'm going to get the 2nd book new moon ^^

duno wat am i hoping...
i'm slightly regretting..
slap!

lastly.. all the best n safe flight to me n my family ^^

i'm home!!

2008-12-17T16:41:00.002+09:00

Hi everyone.. it's me!!
ALOOOOHAAA! i'm back in ipoh!! yay!!! hehe back to mama's sweet kisses~ back to baba's lovely huggies.. back to HOME! hehe oh ya! forgot 1 Vip..
back to HENRY's manja's voice hehe..
well i came back home roughly about 1130 last nite.. then hehe had a sweet pillow talk wif baba then oni i slept.. woke up as usual 11 today kaka.. wake up wif char siu paos waiting for me.. then open the new tv.. new surround hi-fi~
yahooo!
changes in my house??
:D baba mama seems older a lot... henry too..
my house decoration slightly different from wat i thought... thanks to my rich 2 gor gor.. he bought a new surround sound system together wif a lcd plasma tv hehe
i saw my 3rd bro's convo pics.. hmm it arranges from my 1st bro to my 3rd bro.. n there's none of my pic! how could this b happened! i'm gonna develop 1 pic n put there beside my 3rd bro soon.. hehe

I'm HOME!!

6 more days! 4 more to go!!

2008-12-10T01:51:00.002+09:00

6 more days!! 4 more papers to go!! then i'll be free~~~
my eyes r getting smaller n smaller :|
lappie is getting from bad to worst...
devils and angels r surrounding me..
asking me to choose between hell and heaven!
(spend or dont spend money on a new lappie)

i find myself quite flower heart...
my lappie is just having some serious sickness..
if i let go of him.. i feel so bad to him..
he's been wif me .. together wif me for the past 3 and a half years...
we've gone through all the sad and happy moments together..
we shared our laughter together...
:| lappie... shall i fix u ? or shall i throw u??

LAPPPPPPPPPPPIEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE