2nd day in taipei

wakaka.. guess wat today we had 1 educational trip.. coz we're all out of money... haha i spent all 15 keping tat i changed in korea..!! we went to the national muzeum, dunno who's memorial park.. n ximen ting .. wakaka n i cut my hair.. yiwen in short hair.. sad.. i wanna cut hebe's hair but the hairdresser said not nice wor.. so she designed for me.. n now i look like wang xin ling.. eeeeeeee..

(mc l ook superhandsome in this hairstyle.. Yu han oso look pretty.. but me.. ermm..)
hehe tomoro we're going for hot spring ~ hehe n gonna change money again.. wakakaka i'm growing weight.. fat d.. mama dont be shocked after few more days u c a fei mui haha..tata

1st day in taiwan~

huhu... i'm in TAIWAN~ .. hehe kinda excited now.. n i ate lots lots of food
kaka.. well wat to say le.. 1st of all hmm i feel tat taiwan ppl very very weird..
it's winter now in taiwan.. but i feel so hot.. coz it's 22 degrees! huh.. ppl all here wearing winter clothing thicker like our winter clothes in korea.. wah.. so geng.. i sweat like hell u know.. huh..
feel like wanna wear short sleeve shirt tmr.. how come they can wear so thick till this level i wonder.. hmm..

hehe kinda fun.. we went to 士林夜市 just now.. haha.. n we spent a lot on food! can u believe how many rounds we ate? n how much we spent? well the food price compare to korea it's not tat expensive but once u convert bac to msian ringgit then it's really expensive huh.... nvm 6 more days to go :D $$$$

n ya.. happy winter solstice.. kaka.. just ate tang yuen.. the owner of this hostel cook tang yuen n 西米露 for us keke.. so happy ^^

kinda tired... hehe wanna oioi earlier tonite d... can't wait for tmr's plan.. tata... i'll blog more if i got free time hehe tata..

lonely..

hehe i'm still here havent sleep yet.. will be leaving to taiwan tmr.. taiwan i'm coming ^^

it's 3.04am in the morning n i have to wake up n 8 to finish all my packing.. n leave at 930am in the morning.. huh n i still havent sleep yet =.='' sigh.. coz i forgot to charge my laptop's battery~ eeeee n now it's oni 70 percent.. arrrr... sobz.. at least i'm going to wait until 80 percent... then i gonna pack my laptop n everything..

i miss baba.. i miss mama.. i miss my 3 gor gors.. n i'm starting to miss my frens in korea.. (not all though :P) i'm feeling lonely now... n i feel regret .. regret over giving some suggestion.. but there's no turning point.. hope everything will turn out fine.. ^^

christmas is coming.. n by tat time i'll b in taiwan :D if i manage to get the line to connect.. surely i'll post up something here.. to share with u guys.. oh ya 1 more thing.. i'm thinking to cut my hair short.. now thinking wanna cut in taiwan or msia.. hehe mayb taiwan hairstyle will be a bit diff.. n i'm hoping for a change in my old look.. c la if the price is reasonable mayb i'll cut in taiwan..

eee when oni i can sleep.. no ppl on9 d.. no 1 to talk to.. no 1 to chat with.. sobz.. guess tmr i gonna sleep inside the plane again.. btw.. ei mun said tat i've grown rounder again.. AGAIN!!.. really? huh.. i need diet diet diet..............................

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just came b from the cinema.. went to watch "August Rush" wif a few frens
yi wen ar..... i'm still me.. i'll tend to think a lot whenever i watch this kind of movie..
ntg changes in me i guess.. or mayb i should say.. that's my character..
halfway of the movie.. i cried.. i was touched... am i too emotional?

mayb i'm tat kind of person who is easily to feel satisfy.. very easy..

anyway.. it's a nice movie...

feel free to watch.. i'm sure u'll like it..

* sleeping alone tonite mp is not here.. mayb i slept too much in the afternoon tat's y i'm still feeling awake hehe.. guess i'll continue my series.. desperate housewives.. ^^ tata

hoooray

hehe hooooraaaaaay exams R OVER~
no more COFFEE..
no more sTresS..
no more B00Ks..
oni holidays~

heeeeeee :D gonna plan wat to buy where to go wat to shop~
taiwan wait for me..
n msia ^^.. i'll be b soon..

exam period..

hmm ntg much to blog.. kinda tired today.. started to study since this afternoon..

well today i finished 2 papers 1 is semiconductor while the other 1 is digital..
hmm.. being cheated by my lecturer.. coz i oni studied his tips for exam.. who knows.. he came out question out of his tips oso.. sigh.. 1 word to describe *died~ (around 20 marks gone)

well.. guess most of us dunno how to do oso.. pray hard my A+ wont gone like tat~

jia you~ 3 down.. 6 more papers to go~! jia you! ^^

arr btw.. still no call wor.. guess i really failed my audition..sobz.. $$

gdnitez~

arrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

ㅠㅠ

다음 주 시험 기간인데.. 시간 별로 안 남았다..

어떻게.. 다음 주에는 7 과목의 시험을 봐야 되는데..

나 하나도 다 공부하지 못 한다..

내일도.. 미팅이 있어서 공부도 못하겠다..

바보 바보... 바보 미팅.. 정말 가기 싫다..

시험 기간인데.. 왜 낼로 정했느냐?

내가 그 사람을 밉다..(그 정해 준 사람.. 바보~)

아아아아아...



방학이 언제 와? 나 놀고 싶단 말이야...

여기를 떠나고 싶다..

어디 좀 다녀 오고 싶다..

건강에 좋지 않은 것을 다 알고 있지만.. 그래도

난.. 맨날 커피를 계속 마시고 있다..

적어도 하루는 한 컵.. 두 컵.. 세 컵도 있다..

>.<

시험을 빨리 끝났으면 좋겠다..



참 일주일이 지났는데... 전화를 아직안 왔다.. 내가 떨었졌을 것 같애.. 전화 왜 안 와>? 소식 하나도 없다.. >.<


하루는 5~6 시간만 자는 게 충분할까? 아아아아아아아아아아아아..... 책을 버리고 싶다.. 다 버려 줘~~

lack of time~

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slept at 3 plus last nite n woke up at 1030 this morning~ n study study n study ... huh... can't wait for the holiday to begin.. 3 more weeks... tahan~~

guess wat this morning when i on my com i notice my batch oni got 5 ppl on9 which is around 11am d.. siao.. all physco d.. hehe jia you lo for our exam

erm the audition is over.. act erm among the 3 of us i did perform quite well la talked a lot.. but mayb i was a bit tired n headache so.. didnt really smile lo tat day.. surely they must be thinking y this girl so cool .. nvm la over d.. hehe dont think i can get.. coz viona very geng to attract attentions.. n lai yee was so cute.. hehe blur blur eventhough her korean is not good.. but i think she really enjoyed it~ ^^ tried my best d~ no matter wat's the result

once the result is out i'll tell u guys hehe

>.<
maths exam again on wed~ arrrrr.. must do well d this time.. if not i really scare i'll fail this sub... sobz .. final on next week.. then trip to taiwan~~ yay! lack of time now.. dunno wat to study 1st~ >.<>

傻瓜

有时候，
对自己的承诺 。。
说了不，还是作不到
说了别，就是不肯听
不知不觉
我又像个傻瓜 ，
想起了不该想的东西
提起了不开题的事情
傻瓜，傻瓜，
雨后彩虹出现的一天
很期待这一天的来临。。。

참, 나 한국에서 rainbow를 본 적이 하나도 없거든,
오늘은 오디션 하는 날인데,
왠지 지금 좀 무섭다는 느낌이 들었다..
내가 할 수 있을 까?
아무튼.. 파이팅..

p/s the previous blog i didnt delete it.. instead i put as hidden d.. sorry

到不了

i can feel the song.. really nice.. i really can feel it.. through the way they sing..

wat do u think?

wat do u think?

~ today i wore a skirt with my boots... paiseh malu gila.. early morning on the way to class.. i fell down infront of the library .. so many ppl saw me.. argh.. dowan wear d.. sobz >.<.... stupid jt.. tease me summore~~

It's winter...

early morning.. i hide myself in my ibul.. was having a hard time.. can't get up from my bed..
it's so cold.. cold n cold... wat a best time to hibernate.. sometimes i really wish tat.. i'm a bear..
eat n sleep.. hibernate... n wake up when the winter ends.. ^^ eventhough it's a bit meaningless.. but to me.. it's still the best.. without exams .. stressful of daily routine life..

today i wear thick thick.. hehe like a ball ball to school... kinda regret to take along my file.. as my hand was freezed till no perasaan.. hehe.. tmr better put my file at home~.. ar.. i'm thinking of wearing a skirt with my boots tomoro.. shall i?.. ^^

참.. 교수님이 6점을 더 주셨다.. 제 물리 점수는 75점까지 올라갔다..ㅋㅋ 기쁘네.. 근데.. 요새 내 주변에 있는 사람들이 다 장학금을 위하여 공부하고 있는 것 같애.. 왜이러지? 나.. 좀 이상하다는 생각이 들었네.. 나 장학금 생각을 전혀 없거든.. 다른 사람들이랑 비교하면 내가 좀 약해서 그런가? 아무튼.. 할 수 있을 만큼만 하면 되지 뭐..^^


having maths exam again on wed..~ scare scare... mayb i'm a bit slow in maths compare to the others.. n there's a lot formulas which i'm trying my very best to memorise... but still i can easily forget.. sobz.. crossing my fingers.. god pls gimme all ur luck.. just make sure that i dont make stupid careless mistakes then can d.. if not really 아깝다~..

왠지..요새 나.. 한 나쁜 생각이 들었다.. 그렇게 하면 안된다는 거를 분명히 알고 있어도.. 계속 생각 하고 있거든.. 이상해.. *slap~ 일어나.. 바보야..(sh는 항상 나에게 이런 말을 해 주거든).. ouch pain..

annual dinner it's over.. ^^ as i promise i'll upload some photos here..

(my batch has a lot of pretty girls rite? i like viona's blue dress.. it looks very sweet )

(our performance.. fy did a very great job for tat nite)

(all my frens~ ^^ teck sheng looks like a bit high.. haha happy to c the cheerful ts^^)

well.. that was the oni nite for us to dress up nicely.. with all the make ups.. high heels.. hehe. i think most of the us spent quite a lot effort on our dress .. shoes n all tat... thanks to kak long.. for bersolek for us hehe.. (act the guy did spend quite a lot oso , sh told me his shirt cost 3 keping~ huhu..)

k la have to study nicely d .. fighting every1.. n happy birthday to ajay ^^.. n goodluck to all my frens who r going to get their physics marks today~

충고

오늘은 교수님이랑 면담을 했을때.. 교수님이 이런 말을 하셨거든...

네가 실험 때 열심히 하는 걸 다 알고 있어..
힘들어도 포기 하지 말고.. 열심히해..
네가 혼자만 스트레스를 받고 있는게 아니잖아..
학생들 다 마찬가지야..
탐이웬.. 한국말을 잘 하는 편이야..
자신을 믿어야지..

교수님.. 나도 포기 하고 싶지 않는데.. 근데.. 물리 성적을 알게 됬어다는 그 순간..
포기하다는 생각도 다시 들었어..
김교수님이 왜.. 나에게 알려 줬냐..

네들 시험을 잘 봤어.. 시험지를 보고 싶니?
교수님이 이런 말을 해 주신 땜에 .. 그래서 봤거든..
잘 봤다고.. 잘 봤다고.. 69 점이라는 거.. 잘 봤다고...

싫어.. 나 정말 알고 싶지 않아..
벌써 2 과목이 60 몇점 받았어...
내가 어떻게... 운이 나빠서 그런가? 왜 계속 실수를 했냐?

수학도 이렇게 되고.. 전자회로도.. 물리까지...

힘낼까? 포기할까?.. 그냥 다 지울 까? 다시 한번 시작할까?..

"quiet"

光良's new songs r very nice.. after his famous "fairytale" album.. now he has come out with another new album it's called "不会分离".. who want his songs.. can get from me..

Sometimes it's better to keep quiet...
shhh...
n quiet...
when u're not sure abt something.. then u keep quiet..
when u're not good in something.. then u shut ur mouth..
when u're dunno abt something.. then u just remain silent..dont pretend as if u do know..
think b4 u voice out anything..
u know.. i know.. everybody knows..
Sometimes IT'S really better to keep quiet zip ur mouth n just stand by aside..
say is easy.. but action is hard..

when u're too excited..
when u're too scare..
or when u're too sad... ..
u might say out something.. accidentally.. out of ur control..
n u'll hurt someone.. unknowingly

feeling tired.. wasting my time everyday.. lots of activities lately.. parties.. games.. this n that..
i think i didnt really sit properly infront of my table n face the books
got bac my 전자회로 paper.. it was totally a failure.. i scored 65/100.. the highest is fy (she got 75).. i didn blame the teacher.. n i didnt blame myself oso.. coz.. to me.. the teacher really can teaches well.. n i myself.. i did put lots of efforts in this subject.. the oni thing i can blame..
is the book... with no answers for all the questions ... n lots of mistakes..
i did all the questions inside the book.. just tat i dunno tat the way i did is correct or wrong.. so i did discuss the answers with a few frens of mine.. n they're 2 questions came out exactly the same... n i got all wrong... sigh.. tot of giving up this subject.. since teacher said.. 절대평가.. n to those below 80 marks.. u dont even have to think of getting an A for this subject.. shall i?

act.. there's another paper.. which i dont dare to take b my paper.. n i'm praying hard.. pls.. teacher dont gimme bac the paper.. i'm really scare i'll face the same situation like now.. the feeling of giving up... mayb it's better not to know the results.. as i'll work hard for the final..

it's 1.51am now.. 1 hour n 51 mins ago.. it's still "pepero day" in korea.. thanks for the peperos.. ^^ 맛있게 먹을게..

class at 10 tomoro.. have to face my 오빠 again.. sometimes i am really wondering.. y my luck so sui.. same team with him.. with a lazy .. heavy smoker.. 오빠.. i am the 1 who is doing all the experiments since last sem until now.. ~..

better sleep now.. or else i'll get emo again... >.< nitez..

miss me?

huhu.. lately i've been missing for quite long d rite..?
well recently i've ntg much to blog.. quite busy with my life here..
1stly i wanna wish...
Happy diwali to Rubhen, ajay , shan, malan, vinod, nity and mano~
then.. 2ndly~
happy belated birthday again to Mp~ n jt~


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muahaha... alrite i do have something to blog.. hesitated quite long.. dunno wanna blog abt it o not.. but i really find it.. memorable.. kaka ... specially for her~ tat was my 1st time doing tat..

didnt expect her to be tat brave... kaka.. guess we're too high ~ warning to u guys out there.. alcohol can drives ppl crazy~~ kaka.. so if u have something tat u're not dare to do.. try to take some alcohol before doing it~! kaka

not dare to post up that* photo.. unless she gives me the permission for doing tat ^^ u guys beg her la~

shop shop n SHOP~

it's sunday... wat had i done for this weekend.. ntg~~ argh...
i'm still in holiday mood.. which i know.. I SHOULDN't behave like this.. n IT's not A good thing..

i know.. but still .. i dont have the mood to touch the books..

i wish there's someone here to slap me for few times.. n wake me up from this fantastic dream world..

with oni food.. game.. sleep.. n devil~ ish..

guess wat..:D yesterday we had a girls outing.. yeap~~ oni girls ^^.. 5 of us oni hehe..

n the total we spent was abt 31 keping~ muahaha...

fy spent 11.. me.. 8 (abt 300 ringgit msia) mp 7.. shan... 4.. n ry.. 1.. rich rite? haha.. if convert bac to msian ringgit


300,000.00 KRW = 1,104.7183 MY


wahaha... know how scary girls can be rite? we started to shop at 11.. n we came back home around 11 nite.. 12 hours le... well .. blame the dinner nite.. kkaka.. fy said.. this is the oni reason for us to become pretty pretty.. kaka.. n i guess.. for this month i have to ikat perut d.. sobz.. i duno how much i spend oso during these few days.. spend money like water..

erm.. wat r the things i bought? erm.. i bought a pair of boots with oni 15000won..(abt 55.2359 MYR) cheap rite? :D.. (not a very high 1, coz i think i dont look nice in high boots).. that's the happiest thing i bought.. kaka ^^

here's the photo.. hehe


(i like it ~~ ^^ )

then i bought a blouse with a scarf to match with the black skirt tat my bro bought for me from t aiwan.. the scarf is a bit expensive cost abt (18000) while the blouse oni cost me (8000won).. hmm for this i wont snap the pictures.. hehe ..wait for the surprise :P

n i bought a necklace n a pair of ear rings.. to match with the blouse hehe .. i like the necklace.. it's oni 8000 won (abt 29.4592 MYR)

(i find this a little bit special ^^)

(i'm not a good photographer.. but who cares :P)

n guess wat.. with so few stuffs .. plus the food tat i taken yesterday (2 meals) i spent 8 keping..

>.< .. n suddenly.. i feel so moody.. n i wanna question myself.. Y AM I i not A rich GAL~~

$$$ ... DEVIL~... but to be honest.. yesterday was my 1st time to realize tat.. korea is a nice place to shop oso kaka.. coz we shop from 부평 to 이대~ akka.. girls r scary... that's my conclusion :P

HOOOORAYYYYYY~

EXAMS R OVER~~~

phew~

hehe ^^

tried my very best d... but still this time.. made careless mistakes again.. but at least i performed better than last time lo.. >.<.. nvm la.. hehe.. time to cheer..~~ coz EXAMS r over! :P but stress is still around.. results.. .. sobz.. ! let's forget abt it :D

few weeks ago edi i started to imagine... if oni if oni today is wednesday~ muahaha.. ya.. now it really is.. ^^ with no BOOKS..no study.. can do watever things tat i want... dota! movies~ games~ chatting.. hehe... n of coz.. enjoy my bsb's new album :p ar.. talking abt this.. something i can't accept it.. i just found it out today.. which i myself oso can't accept it.. how come now oni i knew abt this.. well.. i really can't believe it.. n i feel dissapointed over with it oso... mayb it's better for me not to know tat.. >.<

CURIOUS? CHECK THIS OUT THEN...=.=

notice rite! it's nick n paris... y y y y y! 10000* Y!

ish.. i can't believe it.. paris was nick's EX-GF!.. for the past 8 months~! ..i hah..... how come i dunno abt it.. among so many girls.. y is it.. her... i meant.. i dont mind he go n date someone else.. but not PARIS..! k luckily.. she's his EX ~ now.. but still.. i can't accept it lo.. if u tell me his ex was Britney.. i think i'll feel better.. much much more better~.. >.<... geli la.. don wanna look at tat pic anymore..not matching at all!.. sobz..

well i'm a big bsb fan~ but then not to say tat nick is 100% good.. but for once.. i really like him.. until a level which i dunno how to describe.. (not nw anymore).. hehe.. nvm.. BSB will always be the best in my heart ^^

currently i'm thinking wat to cook for tmr's lunch.. n dinner.. haha have plenty of time in the morning .. as i plan to ponteng my programming class :P~.. meaning my class will oni starts at 3.. i can wake up at 1pm then oni do my cooking.. watch dramas.. yes! that's my routine of life! kaka... going to shop shop n shop during this weekend :D spend money.. n enjoy being a girl~ by doing usual stuffs tat girls will do.. muahaha ^^

gdnitez~ tata

Who to Blame?

Hurray~phew~ ^^

7 papers down.. 2 more to go ^^ hehe ~ can't believe tat i was so guai..well.. quite tiring during this 7 days.. life is dull.. with oni books n books n books~ ..
imagine early in the morning i wake up.. i open my book.. n study.. then exam .. then lunch with bread then bac home study again.. then bath.. then open book again.. then dinner .. n again study.. till 2-3 am.. then sleep.. wah.. 힘들었어~ then then then n then hehe....

hehe .. who to blame.. myself lo.. n too lepak.. playful b4 exam... oni when exam is around the corner oni i started to burn the midnite oil~ haha.. Some papers i did quite well.. n some.. ai.. due to careless mistakes.. marks gone like tat.. (quite a lot lo).. n some.. i really tried my very best.. still i can't perform well.. wat to do.. i'm not as smart as the others.. i'm slow.. n lazy somemore..
crossing my fingers hoping tat results come out wont be tat bad lo.. *pls~ =.= praying hard * hehe (am i being too positive d>?? but then no point crying over the spilled milk oso ma.. :p)

i feel kesian to amare.. well he's quite blur most of the time inside the class.. n yesterday for our tough tough tough physics paper.. he came in late for the exam (abt 5 mins).. perhaps he was too tension i guess.. as he oni did 1 page of the questions.. he didnt notice that there's another page.. kesian.. 4 questions gone (total ques was 7).. act he was sitting not very far away from me.. i did notice tat he had plenty of time to check his answers.. by tat time i was wondering how come.. (coz i was kinda rush keep on doing nia non stop.. too many explaination questions...).. kesian him.. oh yeah talking abt this.. kik sum le.. KELVIN WATER DROPPER THING.. argh~~~~ nvm over d..~~ hate tat anyway.. coz i made a big mistake for tat question haha..
k bac to amare... n mayb becoz of yesterday's incident.. today b4 our exam's starts.. i noticed tat he was kinda tension again.. kesian.. his face oso turned to red i.. kesian.. can't help him.. but i do feel sad for him..
n tat's y.. i am glad tat at least.. i didnt make tat kind of mistakes.. (mine just keep on changing my answers till the correct 1 become wrong.. n guess was i was the last to leave my class for today's paper.. till teacher said 나 간다 (i'm going to leave now) .. then oni i willing to hand up my paper.. but still my answers r wrong!!! .. muahaha).. cham.. i was thinking mayb the teacher waited too long till cannot tahan d.. ehehe sorry sorry..

tmr is sports carnival~! hehe but i'm not taking part in any sports anyway :P but i'll attend it for sure.. to get my free t shirt! (materialistic hor?) hehe after tat have to start doing my report d.. (gonna hand up on monday) haha last min work again.. n have to start to study maths n japanese.. ! sobz.. (can't afford to screw up for my next maths test d).. 加油 every1 ^^

i need luck.. on my next maths paper... ~ i always believe tat he knows wat i want.. n he's very sayang me..(eventhough i'm not smart..but i know i'm lucky^^)i know for sure he'll help me.. Thanks ya loads loads..... hehe

gdnite n sweetdreams every1 .. gonna take a long sleep.. now.. 고생했어!

Coffee >.<

I'm NOT A COFFEE LOVER..

But I'm drinking COFFEE almost EVERYDAY..

I'm gonna Stop..

I'm gonna STOP..

I SWEAR ..n ..I PROMISE

I'm gonna Stop drinking COFFEE...


only AFTER 7 DAYS later..

忍。。。 >.< ...

Helpless When She Smiles

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it's really cool~..

exam !!!

huh.. gonna sit for 7 PAPERS next week~n... another 2 more.. for NEXT next week~ >.< .. ai.. which 1 should i study 1st??? how i wish.. if exam does not exist in this world.. >.< .. wish me good luck >.< .. tired~~ i wanna play.. i wanna eat.. hehe..

well.. luckily my schedule is quite nice hehe.. monday tough tough semiconductor~ argh.. i hate exams >.<.. guess no one likes it rite?

mp said.. still got time~ how come.. i feel like.. time is not enuf for me.. guess mayb i'm not smart enuf like them.. n that's y.. i needa work harder n harder.. much much more harder.. n i just dunno y.. i like to make things complicated.. lol.. can't study much today.. mayb my mind is over functioned today d.. (after the maths class).. kinda boring for me.. n i dont understand wat the teacher is talking abt oso~ MATRICES! i think i spent 100% energy to catch wat's the teacher is trying to say.. but i think oni 50% successfully being absorbed into my mind..lol my mind is superbly tired now.. >.< didnt study much today.. oni a chapter of 전자장 with a few pages of 디공 .. but at least.. i finished my report hehe ^^

after the maths class.. i felt stressed n tired.. (really 1) luckily.. mc sent me BSB new songs.. (*i'm not supporting pirate hia..i'll buy the ori cd straight away after my exam! i promise~ i swear ^^).. ! really nice le.. there's 1 song call .. helpless when she smiles.. huh. there's oni 1 word i can use to describe bsb.. "赞".. ^^ u guys will always be my idol ~ hehe

UNBREAKABLE ~~
backstreets forever~

perhaps.. we should stop.. look.. then oni go..

stop.. n look around the ppl beside u.. look around the stuffs that is happening .. then oni u start action..start moving..

we give n we take.. but most of the time..
we take lesser than wat we give..
we hope n we wait.. hoping for miracles..waiting for the day..
n perhaps.. that day will never come..
so?

wat u c might not be wat u think..
underneath our clothes.. behind our smiling faces..
there's always something tat no one will ever know..
so?

i stop.. not becoz i'm afraid..
i stop.. it's becoz..
i wanna prepare myself..
to walk further for the path of my life..
"休息是为了走更长远的路"..
every1 needs a rest ..
some needs a short 1 while some needs a longer 1..

stress? yup.. i do have.. but someone told me..
everyone has their own stress..
some will show it.. n some will hide it..
it depends on how u handle it..
if it's in a proper way.. then it's a good stress.. a good force for u to move ahead..

once u fall down.. it's hard to climb up.. but yet.. we have to..
think positively.. take a deep breath..
if i have to live up for 70s..
means i oni have another 50 years to go ahead..(life is short huh)
stop thinking the past..
think how u wanna spend the other 50 years ahead..
wat we're facing now..
it's just a small challenge..
a small test for us to go through..
this world is beautiful~
cheer up.. all my frens.. let's be strong


Selamat Hari Raya~ batch 85

i'm back^^ (long post)

i'm b~ few days didnt update d^^ well 1st of all wanna wish all my malay frens.. "Selamat Hari Raya~ " aku pon nak duit raya~~ hehe new year hoh.. no more ramadhan.. must eat lots lots.. hehe

well.. how should i start this time.. yesterday.. as usual i went for my 디공 class n to face the teacher whom i dislike the most.. n as usual again his class is super short.. the "short" break is not really that short.. but i was lost for words yesterday.. he argued with us over something abt RC 시정수.. abt wat is RC 시정수 this n tat .. hmm have to admit la my 한국말 not power enuf.. at 1st i dont get wat he meant n he oso can't get wat i was trying to say haha.. but then the funniest part was till the end.. i dunno how it ended.. as usual we won~~ n he said the same thing "난 다 알아. 그냥 네들 공부한 것을 설명할 수 있느냐 보는 거야" ... *sweat ai... no point blogging abt him.. ~~*교수님.. 새로운 문장을 만드세요..

then in afternoon.. hehe the whole 전자과 students we went to kintex which is located 1 hour plus journey from here.. (kinda far, dont ask me it's located at whre.. i dont remember a single thing at all haha..).. oh yeah b4 tat.. hehe i got my new table lamp yesterday^^! yay^^ hehe.. i tot it suppose to be black in colour.. sobz.. who knows.. it's not.. but then nvm la.. still very nice.. k b to the kintex topic.. we were compulsory to go for the electronics exhibition .. needa write report(my class lecturer welcomed us with a small piece of assignment paper >.<>

(ruying n teck sheng posing infront of the entrance)

well.. sad to say.. most of the pihotos are gone as azrul has lost his camera ( he put his cam ontop of the table while he was surfing the internet.. n he forgot to take it) ai.. nvm ^^

luckily still have some here with me hehe

my classmates were bending down filling in a form (like small kids hor) haha.. u can c mp's 3/4 body n adrian's side face here hehe..

kinda funny this pic.. they looked so.. hmm.. wat do u guys think? haha

n in the end the naughty naughty me..

can't tahan with this cute scene...

so i walked infront.. n kacau them hehe ..

(우리 아기야.... guai guai..) haha cute hor 영표 said (왠지.. 나 너의 애완동물초럼 보이었어..) haha... :P .. i just wanna kacau ppl oni hehe..

then we went inside..walked around.. hmm sad to say dongyang's corner really very small.. this exhibition mostly is like.. let those big big famouse company like LG , samsung .. all that to promote their products..

among all the products that exhibited i was impressed by an electronic dog.. which is design by our dongyang's student.. hehe the dog is really cute.. he knows how to 인사 knows how to manja.. know how to lie down.. lazy lazy .. hehe a lot.. knows how to dance oso.. so cute..

cute hor.. hehe well the outlook is not at perfect la.. but it's really functionable.. wah.. geng.. imagine oni 2 years studying.. they can create products like this.. really geng..

other than this electronic dog.. mostly they exhibit robotics stuffs.. auto vacum (using sensor).. rubbish collector..oil separator.. hmm air conditioner.. quite a lot then there's oso 1 auto food serving (something diff from those u c at sushi bar) as this 1 is all computerlized.. customer order through net.. then sit down wait for the food.. the food will automatically stop at ur place.. lol..

(the rubbish collector * note there's a cam to sense the black line.. we dont need to ctrl it.. it can move by itself)

guess wat's this..?

it's a speaker.. amplifier~~

cute rite?? like lego set..

i like it so much...

hehe wel really have to say that

it's very creative ^^

i shot lots of photos.. but too bad i can't post them all here.. if not this really gonna be a super looong post.. hehe gonna say tat.. overall this trip is quite enjoyable.. hehe coz everything seems so new to me ^^ kampung girl hor?

then nite time.. me mp n CK 3 of us.. went to watch rush hour around 12.. haha.. geng hor~ ! i oso salute myself.. n i enjoyed that movie.. it was so funny... especially the nun n the french scene~ haha.. ^^ jackie chan is really getting old .. but still he is great .. nice movie..to those who havent watch yet.. faster go watch ya~

after the movie.. i still managed to play dota 1 game till 3 plus :P geng hor? i slept around 4 but i got up at 9 this morning.. coz needa go embassy to eat~ RAYA ma.. hehe got celebration sure got free food~ ^^ ate till penuh penuh... this afternoon..

too bad i didnt join the fireworks.. at 여의도 tonite.. well.. mayb i too lepak d.. gonna study (act i'm stressed >.<) but then getting better n better .. thanks for all the concerns .. i'm ok d! hehe wont rely on the coffee so much ..^^ getting better now~ trying to stop myself from coffee as i'm drinking it for almost everyday (except weekends) cham hor.. raya's photos i'll post up later .. gonna collect all the photos 1st.. hehe btw.. so glad to meet all the juniors n seniors 진짜 오랜만이네.. hehe

last words for this post

"슬라맏 하리 라야~~^ ! selamat hari raya~ n happy holiday in msia! ^_____^

累了

今天我领悟了一些东西。。
软弱的我不知过了多久。。
开始觉得累了。。真的累了。。
外表看来开朗，经常笑脸迎人的我
也会有辛酸难受的时刻
又有谁能体会得到。。
我的心情。。我的感受。。我的生活。。
我不喜欢坐过山车。。
因为我害怕。。真得很害怕。。
我更不想过着像坐过山车的生活。。
我真的怕了。。也累了。。
好怀念。。
好怀念。。
不知过了多久我开始怀念了。。
我。。就是那么的以依赖
我撑着。。硬硬的撑着
…………
离乡背井两年有多。。
我又成长了几多。。
突然的我。。很想像个小孩般
尽情的撒娇。。 彻底的忘我。。

cheer up

lately i've been quite stressed.. i cry.. i emo.. i smile.. i joke.. i sad.. rojak feelings.. dunno wat's happening with me.. guess i'm really too stress.. can't have a good sleep oso everynite..

stress over my studies
stress over the exam
stress over the ppl around me
stress over myself..
stress
stress .. n stress again..
i'm stress over everything.. arghhhh...

gimme some FRESH AIR~~ I NEED IT BADLY!

i cried out few days ago.. n again.. just now i cried.. things just popped up like tat.. wanna hide away from those ppl around me.. wanna hide away from my books.. wanna be myself.. mayb i'll feel better after doing tat.. but yet that's not the way to solve my prob.. the more i stress the worst it becomes.. i know i know.. n i know..


hehe nvm.. tonite MUST sleep nicely.. forget abt everything grr...

cut my hair today.. thought can cut away all the stress.. grr.. dont care d here's the pic




*i didnt perm my hair.. the hairdresser curled it for me.. for free~ *temporary

well since it's for free , y dont i try it? hehe.. coz i know.. for sure i wont go perm it.. (after the past experience) haha anyhow nice try oso rite?

at 1st i really not used to this look.. lol.. tat's y when i saw xy. . i ran so fast n locked my room door.. hehe but in the end so many ppl telling me i look nice in curly hair .. feeling quite happy^^ not bad oso.. but oni for 1 day..( 1 day is freshy enuf mayb :P) after washing now my hair is straight again... but still that's the highlight of my day of today ^^

^_________^

*smile

tmr is my turn for experiment 검사..good luck to myself

nitez

(>.<)

im not happy tooday... screwed up my exam.. tried my very best to cheer myself up.. well at least i didnt show it infront of the others..
how good if i can turn bac to few hours ago.. then i wont make so many careless mistakes..
ai...
sobz.. eyes bloated act as i cried out.. luckily no 1 notice it.. but my eyes really getting smaller n smaller.. (just bac from tw's party)
it's over... useless to cry over the spilled milk.. ywen ar.. 힘내 .. (>.<)


wat a sad day.. sigh..

私奔到月球

nice nice song.. romantic~ hehe guess i watch too much dramas d.. too absorb into jiwang things lately~ that's y i keep questioning how come in real life so hard to find good guys~ haha.. like this song.. ! let's go to the moon together^^

me..--> Princess??

Lately i've been staying up till quite late.. hehe dunno y.. mayb edi used to the life here.. :P bad habit hor~ ^^ mama dont scold me~~ hehe i enjoy blogging during nite time.. especially now~ hehe quiet quiet with all the lights off.. enjoying music.. feeling so relax.. :D

guess i needa cut down my food lo.. i've been eating supper almost everyday.. wah.. i can c my tummy.. i'm growing weight.. sobz.. needa ctrl d.. if not sure i'll complain later.. better start ctrling now haha.. scare later my good good roomie can't tahan~ :p

hmm today i wanna blog abt something which i myself find that it's quite funny la~ the story started like this
while i was on the way to class this afternoon (i was walking together with a group of frens), adrian suddenly called me..Princess in Japanese.(paiseh i forgot d how it called in japanese).. i got a shocked.. i admit i used to call myself princess but i dont think i really act like a princess.. lol.. then ry continue with this idea..she said something like this

"among our batch girls.. they're oni 2 person i can think of to become the princess.. 1 is VIONA n the other 1 is U".. lol.. next for sure i'll ask her the reason why... ???? (seriously a lot question marks popped up my mind by tat time, viona i think every1 surely will agree , as she's really feminine.. but NOT me..) then she n fy continue like this
"dunno la.. both of u giving me different kind of feelings.. viona is like more feminine.. girly.. but u.. mayb becoz u got 3 bros.. the way they treat u.. the things u like.. pinky pinky.. the way u dress n talk.. the way u act.. dunno how to say.. but got that kind of feeling.. compare to viona u got the aura to become the princess" .. lol~~~~
alrite.. after listening tat.. i feeling better a bit la.. at least that's not a negative comment :P.. (not a positive 1 either.. =.='') but at least.. i'm not the TOO princess type la.. eee geli la.. i dowan to become that type of girls~~

then i came home n i told my roomie abt this.. asked her opinions.. she laughed.. n she told me this
"i know the difference between u 2 d.. viona is like .. the western style princess.. c she's like 高高在上 ppl hardly can approach her.. but u're like the asian style 公主 walking 亲民路线... lol.."
swt!! haha.. k la mayb i'm really too frenly~ she said it's not a bad point oso as that's me in my own style~ lol
funny hor.. till now.. i'm still thinking.. since when it started..i edi give ppl an image that i'm a PRINCESS.. lol.. infact i think i myself.. hmm.. mayb la manja manja style like those chinadolls.. 刁蛮格格 lol.. act i'm not tat over rite~ haha..
funny :p i'm still thinking abt this ~ lol..

p/s : oh yeah~ 1 more thing today we chatted over something abt first date rite? hmm i said something abt first date going to the zoo with ur love ones.. wat's so teruk le.. how come all of them oso showed me a very shocked face.. i find it very romantic.. cheap n economic..~ a special 1 somemore.. (most of the ppl will go for a movie rite for their 1st date).. how memorable if we spend at the zoo fooling around with animals... hehe so special~ hmm just dont get it~ dai lou.. i prefer zoo but not 박물관 ..! :p if my bf take me to the museum (dont care 1st , 2nd or 3rd date or watever.. ) can tell u 1 thing is for sure.. that is.. i'll kill him~

a frog under the well..

hehe kinda stupid.. i used paint to edit this pic~ ^^ cute rite? hehe
season is changing.. a lot of sick ppl around me nowadays.. me, mp, ki... even ah kien oso telling me she's sick.. sorry i think i'm the 1st 1 who started to spread this virus 1.. to those who r sick now..get well soon yeah~

mp edi oioi.. but i got no class for tmr.. that's y i'm still here online-ing :D .. seriously i really feeling stress over my studies.. over the ppl around me.. i tried my best to concentrate, to understand all the formulas.. but still.. i dont get it.. they know me but i dunno any of them.. frens around me.. everyday studying.. some even uninstalled dota.. argh.. i need some fresh air.. sobz..

SMILE

y do Questions tat i dont like to face , dont like to answers.. always come to me.. dont dare to voice out.. so i'm writting it here..

Cold blooded? Am i? i don think i am.. 善意的大话 알어? sometimes when ppl dont say it..doesnt mean tat he/she dont care abt it.. sometimes what u c is not wat u get.. what u listen is not wat u think.. there's always something behind it.. dont get wat i mean? the truth is not always so easy to be seen... i'm not pretending.. i'm not wondering... dont u so fast put a dot k?

sigh.. i feel so sorry to someone suddenly.. SORRY.. it's my mistake.. my fault for not being considerate.. i really never thought of it.. n i did not do tat on purpose.. sorry.. my mistake! my bad!

grr.. k stop being emo.. not worthy to feel emo for something which it's over! hehe.. wanna say thanks to rawpotato.. thanks for giving me the award hehe
kinda cute it's a smile award.. (did i make u smile~? )

a smile to make the world brighter ! so sweet~ hehe everybody let's cheer up together! :D kinda stress this few days .. i oso need a smile... =.= struggling in my studies.. can't cope with it.. tried my very best to listen attentively inside the class.. but ntg masuk.. especially semiconductor.. argh.. dont care d.. ^^ exam time oni study... ! no worries..as tmr will be another better day~ cheers~

to those who has no reason to smile.. k here i give u 1 .. Smile.. becoz monday i got no class :D! smile for me~ ^^ too bad (sat got replacement class :'(.. friday maths test! --> :) dont care la)..

Action speaks Louder than Words..

was sicked for the past few days.. n now.. still having a little flu.. kelian hor~ .. sobz..

have to admit tat.. sometimes action really speaks louder than words.. y?

few days ago i was having a self conflict~ n guess it dissappeared quietly.. without me knowingly.. =.= i admit tat i'm stress.. aww.. i want more more.. holidays..!

.. k forget abt it.. let's blog abt something else..

(자~ 전자회로 시간이다~~~ 일어나자!)

k half an hour ago.. i was still sitting inside the classroom... facing this blackboard~ .. =.= '' my super hardworking 전자회로 교수 , a lecturer whom i think he's very gaya la... really 有性格 lo he.. wondering y am i saying this?

1. he wont care the students' attendance.. (as long as u appear .. eventhough it's 5 mins earlier be4 the class ends u're still consider attended.. n that's y.. they're no late in his class.. as he'll oni check the attendance 5 mins b4 he lepas the class.. =.='') to him.. if u dont 1 listen better dont come la.. later make noise inside the class.. (he talks super soft...) others can't concentrate.. more teruk

guess wat my previous class.. was a 3 hours class.. 1st period.. the total students inside the class i guess max was 15.. (btw msian students edi 9 ppl lo! inside my class 15-9 = 6 koreans!).. 2nd period.. i saw some NEW faces.. n i asked a korean guy oso (야 .. 너 언제 왔어? 답: 흠? 방금! )... k i guess 2nd period got abt 20 plus ppl but not more than 25 la.. n while teaching teaching.. i saw 2-3 came in oso..n guess wat.. few mins b4 the class ended, b4 the teacher started to call out the names.. i turned bac.. n i notice.. wah.. FULL d~~~ =.='' all entered 5 mins earlier oso hia? my class has around 40 ppl 1 lo.. all so GUAI.. they so obey the lecturer instructions.. no making noise inside the class ma.. swt~!

2.his dressing style.. to be honest.. very gaya la not like the others.. can wear jeans n t shirt 1.. ( super hard to find in korea~~mostly all in suit 1 .. if not suit oso sure got slacks with collar shift ) ^^

3. his homework? give u ques.. u do but u dont have to pass up.. pass up oso he wont mark.. want answers? discuss among ur frens.. that's wat he said.. =.= and then? just oni my previous class.. he mentioned.. k i want u guys to form a group of 5, make ur own questions n solve it..pass up to me few weeks b4 the mid term exam.. tat's it.. haha... macho~

4. his teaching style.. k la.. to be honest i like his teaching style.. kinda funny looking at him.. as most of the time he asked n he answered all the questions at the same time.. we dont have to think oso .. wahaha.. but then.. pls la.. too many 유도.. no need so hardworking lo.. i guess inside that class other than msian students.. non of the koreans can understand wat u teaching oso.. like just now we spent 2 periods to 유도 the 7 formulas.. sigh...n i hate integrations lo~~ sigh.. how i hope u know it.. just now when u're doing all the 유도.. i was having a super headache facing all the formulas~~

5. he's super punctual... my class is from 2 -450pm.. by 150, for sure u can c him walking around inside the class waiting for the students.. n hardly he will lepas earlier 1 lo.. 450 means 450! .. sometimes i really hope tat he can be lazy a bit.. at least i dont need to drink so much coffee lo.. i hate fishing inside the class anyway.. like tat can save up a lot coffee money =.=''

ai dunno la.. loads to talk abt him.. haha he's cute anyway.. i like his class..i like him oso.. but i dont like tat subject la.. n i dont like my book ar..! my book.. is full with korean words with no pictures.. no colours oso.. really feeling headache .. whenever i open it.. sobz!

추석~ happie mooncake festival

1st of all wanna wish everybody 中秋节快乐~ suppose to say happy belated mid autumn fes hor? keke.. edi past 12 :P


sorry quite long i didnt blog.. (eventhough i'm having my holiday now~) , btw today is the last day sobz.. thursday have to go class again.. 5 days of my holiday.. but i like did ntg oni.. hehe among this 5 days.. 4 days i suffer haha coz i'm sick hehe.. now still~ praying hard that i'll get well soon.. lots to study le..!


mama.. miss u suddenly.. if u're here sure u'll cook lots of nice nice food n let me eat.. sobz..

My hairy plant~

alrite... there's oni 1 thing i wanna blog today.. is abt my hairy plant

V___V!

gosh.....

take a look at this....

......

...

...

..

from this....

spiky ah bing...

although he looks a little bit untidy n messy

but still

HE LOOKS YOUNG!
(that's wat i wanna say anyway..)

Well.. blame the untalented barber... (--- ME V___V)

becoz of me..

not more than 30 mins..

he become like this....

......

...

..

all i can say is...

HE's so NERD!

the worst barber

can be found

in room 209

do come visit me~

~~~~

(free for cut~)

I spent quite a long time to cut 1 le..sobz :'(

coz he's really hairy~~

i so 열심히...ㅠ.ㅠ.. nerdy look

well.. after sometime..i 고민 for quite a long time..

dunno wat to do with his hair...

n suddenly.. i got up with this idea

take a look at HIM again...

..

....

....

..

dang.

dang dang!!!

all i can say is..

he's so YENG~~~ n

MACHO~~~

kaka~~ it's not tat bad afterall...

He looks soooooooo handsome now(to me~) ^^~

n smart now~~.. keke...

muackz muackz muackz..

am i just being too creative??? haha

kaka......

speechless??

n again...

all his pic..

kaka...~ hehe happy now.. oh yeah.

abt tat gal gal...

she oni got 2 batang of hair.. ^___^ ...

wondering whether...

her hair can grow more a not..

k gonna stop...

i havent touch my book at all...

^___^

CHEERS~

after tmr i got 1 week holiday!!!

but..

WITH PILES OF REPORTS THAT I HAVENT TOUCH AT ALL!!!

^____^

轻轻松松

当一个人抛开一切时，
感觉是多么的美好。。
忘记一切， 重新再来
没有结束，就不会有开始
没有失望，更不会有新的希望
回想起来，
每一句话。。 都是这样开始的。。
曾经。。。
曾经又曾经。。

感觉真轻松，
当你看得开。。开得远。。
那时，
你会觉得其实没什么大不了
为什么？很简单，
因为一切一切。。
所为的一切
都可以用“曾经”两个字来解释。。
一切一切， 已在不知不觉间
随着时间的流逝
成为过去式了..
你会发现，
在你身边有更加多美好的东西。。
更值得你去珍惜.. 好好珍惜哦 ^^

她对我说过：“dont cry becoz it's over..smile becoz it happens"
是多么的有意思。。 哈哈。。 最爱你了~

感觉真轻松。。 因为。。我坚信。。 ”明天会更好~“这5字名言~ 笑一个吧！



paiseh.. long time didnt write chinese d .. hehe ^^
note* just a saje post~ hehe suddenly thought of writting this hehe

Coward..

It's 3.42am now.. hehe i still can't sleep... ywen ar piggy tyw!..! faster go sleep~ hehe..
came bac abt an hour plus ago from wz's room.. well i think they had lots of fun over the games.. too bad i didnt join^^ not brave enuf to join~.. hehe big big coward.. but instead.. i went out.. n had chicken with sh them.. n again~.. stupid ywen..(msg to myself :p). ..
faster go sleep~ tmr wake up.. piles of reports r waiting for me.. n not forgetting all the text books~ hehe.. k la will offline now.. n try to sleep ^^ gudnite every1 .. tata

Alone..

Cheers! today is friday!!!!!! yeap.. weekend is coming! ...!

Just came bac from class.. n later at 2pm there's another 3 hours class.. hmm.. alone in my room now as mp is having her class..

wat am i thinking now? hehe of coz wat to eat for lunch.. =.='' no idea wat to eat.. muak with outside food... dunno wat to cook at home.. hoping tat some kind soul will knock my room door n offer me some free food.. or perhaps... cook for me? or mayb at least.. just gimme an idea.. wat to eat for lunch... :'(.. i hate making decisions.. especially decision like this.. WAT TO EAT! hehe.. nvm nvm! ^^ ... i make my own decision.. n cook on my own lo! sobz..

Woke up at 8.25am this morning.. haha.. class at 9 :p.. (i was not late to class) n luckily i still manage to make a cup of coffee if not guess just now i edi sleep inside the class haha.. blame dota lo.. dota till 1.30 am last nite.. n as usual.. my mind was too active.. around 2.30 i guess.. oni i fell asleep..! 영표 scolded me this morning.. said i promise d not to dota for weekdays.. keke.. (미안..요즘 스트레스를 진짜 많이 받거든... 스트레스를 풀기 위해....ㅎㅎ.. 그리고 오늘도 한 친구의 생일이라서... 그래서..그냥 했어! ^^.그냥 한 게임만 했어..! 하나만!.. 봐 줄 수 있지? ㅋㅋ)

Today is Wei Zheng's birthday..Happy Birthday!! lol jt bought him a cubic cube.. lol.. quite creative oso la this idea... but i feel like a bit expensive.. like not worthy.. but since it's his birthday.. still Happy Birthday! hehe well.. tonite will be another busy nite! (got party ma :p)


Dunno y.. this few days i oso wore pink shirt.. (same for today..).. ppl commented.. i look nice in pink.. really hia ? =.='' for once.. i hate pink.. coz it's too girly.. but then.. as time pass.. i started to like pink.. coz i realised that it's a very sweet colour.. hehe.. that's y..after wearing a pink shirt or a pink blouse... or mayb a pink skirt or a pink pants(erm.. for sure i wont buy pink pants.. lol) .. that person automatically will look sweet oso lo..erm..mayb sweeter than a pink panther?? keke.. hehe! ^^ can't deny tat now.. pink is really nice!
<---He looks super great in pink..! eventhough there's someone told me b4.. he looks scary~ hahahaha! (sorry.. not teasing u yeah ^^)

Cheers for the pinky pink panther!

grr.. hungry.. my stomach is calling me..calling for food~ hehe.. hehe! oh yeah.. tonite there's a concert... at 안양천.. mayb will go there n have a look.. :p..~ go cook 1st yeah~ ^^

tired + lazy..

help help help...i'm so so lazy today.. need ppl to help me to pull out all my lazy roots d.. no mood to study at all.. but at least.. i didnt sleep in class...

huh.. wat a long day... 2 hours circuits.. 3 hours experiment... another 3 hours for maths.. :p.. i'm so guai today.. i didnt drink any coffee le.. but guess i'll need it for tmr morning.. as my class going to start at 9am!. well i didnt register for tat class(visual programming).. so if i dont attend oso no harm at all.. just tat.. hmm it's a very important subject better attend lo.. staring at my wall again now.. looking at the pig... looking at the smiley face.. 加油！加油！.. hehe

today teacher return to us our maths quiz paper .. haha.. well things turn out better than wat i expected..keke.. not really that bad la.. a few questions i dunno how to do..so i got them wrong but then i don care.. other than tat.. i just made 2 careless mistakes then others all correct.. ^^.. hehe... so lucky... :p.. forgot to check on Ajezz n Hapizul's paper.. keke.. hope tat they copy the correct answers lo.. n not the wrong 1.. i hope i didnt screw u guys up :p.. if i really did.. Sorry ya ^^

human do make mistakes rite? hehe i'm listening again.. to that song..again.. "sorry for the stupid mistakes.." by babyface.. i really like the lyrics..
especially.. this part..

Sometimes a man is gon' be a man
Its not an excuse, its just how it is
Sometimes a wrong, don't know that they wrong
Sometimes the strong, ain't always so strong
Sometimes a girl is gon' be a girl
She don't want to deal with all the drama in your world
God knows I don't mean to give it to you
So girl, I'm sorry for the stupid things
I wish I didn't do but I do

I listen to this song at least twice a day to make me carm and think... well sometimes.. mayb more than 10 times.. We ALL make mistakes--here he is admitting that he was stupid and is apologizing for it. This song truly touches the heart.. like wat jay said.. the person who sing this song.. full with feelings.. as if like he himself had such an experience b4..

stupid mistakes? i'm sure every1 sure will have this kind of experience b4.. mayb not like wat the lyrics stated.. but then.. there's no perfect in this world rite? especially in human.. so everyone do has... at least once.. or twice..

i did.. i really did ^^.. here i admit.. how stupid i am..~ hehe... stupid things...~ I'm very smart 1 ^^ not stupid~

Thank you..

It's 12th of sep today.. my dear 2nd bro birthday... a very special day to him~ .. ehehe may all ur wishes come through.. n hope tat u always stay healthy healthy lo.. take care as u're alone in singapore... dai gor chai d.. u know wat u're doing :p

bro.. u're in singapore.. i'm in korea.. eventhough we're so far apart... but our heart r always together ^^.. so far yet so near.. hehe.. whenever i'm sad or down.. u'll always there to cheer me up.. give me guidance.. take me out.. give me big big treat... pamper me.. lol.. act not oni u.. this post is to my 3 lovely bros...

thanks a lot...thanks for always being here with me ^^ since young till now.. i'm edi 20 years old.. within this 20 years..we've gone through thick n thin together.. but oso we've gained lots of sweet n sour experiences together.. i'm really blessed with the 3 of u.. as my bros.. i wanna thank u the 3 of u..for always giving me unquestionable support.. thank u to my parents.. thank u for bringing me into this world ... thank god.. thank u for giving me such a happy family..Millions of thanks... sobz.. miss baba.. mama.. n my 3 bros...

once again.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

then at the same time i wanna say thank you to another person too..

to u (my good good roomie) ^^
so glad that u're my roomie..
always here to cheer me up whenever i'm down..
always here to give me guidance whenever i need it..
always here to help me in my studies..
always here to let me bully.. help me to do all the house chores..
always here to cook for me... sometimes even pamper me..
always here to help me to make decisions..(sometimes u force me to do on my own :P)
always here to wake me up early in the morning..

n the most important thing..
whenever i'm emo.. u're always here..

really thank you ^^.. i got ur message d.. 我只有一个.. hehe .. so lucky to have a good fren like u...

thank god... for giving me so many companies.. good good companies.. family.. frens...
i really appreciate this very much.. just hoping tat.. all this can last forever.. n ever..
a msg to every1.. 珍惜当前.. appreciate wat u're having now.. if not u'll regret when u lose it..

Thank you..

Inconsolable

check this out! they really rocks!

my handsome looking plant!

good news! here i announce this to u!

BSB new album going to release on the Oct 3oth.. can't wait for it..

aww.. yesterday oni i came to know abt this... backstreets back!.. i'm a big fan of them since standard 4.. they were .. n they r ... n they will be... my idol forever~ luv u guys so much!

how i wish if i can... i wanna do this... on the 30th of oct..

my schedule for that day(30th of oct 2007)

early morning wake up..

brush my teeth n wash my face..

change my clothes... n..

take a subway...

rush to the music store..

be the 1st to buy their new album ! UNBREAKABLE!..

u guys really rocks! ^^

but i know it can't be fulfill.. it'll be a dream tat never come true.. coz..
...

it's a TUESDAY..! i got class! till nite.. 8 pm! sobz!.. how to go!!!

argh!!!!!! gonna wait till weekend!.. ! ;'(... sobz sobz sobz.... it's really killing me ..

mayb most of u guys.. dont like them.. but to me.. they're always my favourite... the past.. the present.. n the future.. they'll always be!... ~

the 2nd good news...

my plant is growing hair!!.. so so fast... oni 7 days!...

my handsome spiky hair look plant ^^

cute rite? so so handsome.. so so cute.. ^^ thanks to my big bro.. he bought for me in cameron~it's a wheat grass plant.. this is a guy.. there's another 1.. it's a gal.. but i think.. mayb she's a bit too fat needa absorb more water.. :p.. that's y till now still no hair is growing.. wanna take a look at my fatty cute gal plant? a min.. i go shoot the photo now hehe ..

ok here's the pic

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hmm mayb some diet will give her some help? lol ^^

hehe.. it's very easy to take care of this wheat grass plant.. all u need to do is to provide them water...(let them sit inside the water) put it inside a cool room like mine (got air con).. then that's it... wait for the hair to grow! .. keke

wondering.. when will the gal starts to grow her hair.. then i can put 2 together n snap a photo.. so nice.. like a couple ^^.. loving .. ~ so happy to look at it...

hehe.. looks like i really very easy to get happy hor.. just 2 small plants... dunno how to describe my feelings now.. act ppl say i'm outgoing.. but act.. i think those who know me well.. they'll know wat a person i am.. the quiet.. the simple.. the real me.. ~ so easy to get satisfy..hehe ..

tmr gonna have 6 hours of class... fighting lo... kinda scare with the japanese class.. really got lots to memorise le.. just now i did.. memorise 15 alphabets.. more to go..... ! ~

oh yeah there's 1 song i wanna intro to u all.. it's called " sorry for the stupid things" by babyface.. the lyrics is so simple yet so meaningful.. very nice.. must dl yeah.. ! i got the song those who really 1 can get from me !

Response to u!

wat a day..
woke up early in the morning.. just to do my report..
then?
study.. dramas..
cooked.. chatting.. eat..
study n dramas again...
till evening.. mp came home... we dota 1 game.. then..?
went market with jt.. came bac cooked again...
till just now..
..
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chatted with my dear 2nd bro..n being lectured (more to advise la) for almost 45 mins...
telling me.. how bad is ppl... how cruel is the world
advising me.. how to face the fact.. how to relax..
guiding me.. how to overcome with probs..
teaching me.. how to open up myself.. how to find happiness~

....
...
etc

well..we live n we learn at the same time ma..
thanks ya bro.. ^^ luv ya always...

forced myself to study.. open the book.. but ntg go inside.. hehe.. luckily.. sh(rek) the prince layan me dota for game.. feeling relief now~ no worries..no sadness ^^.. eventhough i was feeding just now.. still i was enjoyed..

thank you once again~ ^^

oh yeah.. bro.. ur sis me.. very brave.. n tough ! cheers for me pls...^^ n i'll try to be more mature.. wont be so "sai lou" like wat u say d.. promise u.. i'll change ~
thanks for introducing the songs.. especially.. the song "love is colour blind" ^^..

My destiny

for the past 1 hour.. i've been listening to this song.. non stop.. keep repeating..

"My Destiny"

I have always dreamed of this
I'll admit that there was something I missed
Wonderin' if it is for real
Every mistake, every wrong turn
Every time I lost my way
Led me to this, moment of bliss, tonight

[CHORUS:]
With you, finally I can break free
With you, I saw a changing in my destiny
Dream come true, it's so funny now that I see
How different life turned out to be

You were always by my side
That you believed in me was enough reason why
I didn't stop, didn't give up
Even if I sometimes lost hope
I did my best, and I am blessed
In life

[CHORUS:]
With you, finally I can break free
With you, I saw a changing in my destiny
Dream come true, it's so funny now that I see
How different life turned to be

Can I get any higher
Tell me, does it get any stronger?
I owe it to you, that I made it through
I never could've done it, without you

[CHORUS:]
With you, I can break free, yeah
With you, I saw a changing in my destiny
Dream come true, it's so funny now that I see
How different life turned out to be

[CHORUS:]
Oh, cause of you, I saw a changing in my destiny
Dream come true, it's so funny now that I see
How different life turned out to be
I've realized that it's my destiny