something's bothering me...

2 weeks ago... on the 26th of march.. Friday morning physics class(the 3rd class of this semester)...
my partner was absent again to the class... he's been missing after the 1st class of this semester.. which i dunno what's the reason behind..
Because of this.. i had done exp 2 on my own... without any help from the others
however, the 3rd experiment is different... this experiment i couldn't do it alone as i need someone to control the com so that i can control the cart...
Therefore... i went to ask the TA... i said can i join another group? or can u gimme a partner? (they're some groups who have 3 ppl)
TA said.. sure.... he asked a group (group2) which has 3 ppl.. 2 guys and a girl...
he asked a guy ask him to shift to my group and do together with me...
n guess wat...
that STUPID guy... stared at the TA ... with a terrible look.... showing how bu shuang he was.....
The TA was much younger than him.. therefore... he dare not to cause trouble with him..... n he said out inside the class.. any1 willing to come to my group and help me? for those who have 3 ppl in their group....
n guess what...
NO ONE!!! NO ONE!! i stood there.... speechless....
n then.. fy who sat next to my group... raised her hand up... n she volunteer to come n help me...
Thank god...
But I'm really sad... Common! the class has less than 5 girls.. n mostly r guys... what are those guys doing??? letting a girl do exp alone n not helping out????
HUH????

n today... 9th of April ... after resting for 1 week.. today i have my physics exp class again...
i hesitated quite long this morning.. shall i tell the TA to assign a new partner for me? or should i just keep quiet and do it on my own....
(today's TA is another TA... he's the eldest in the department)
after a deep consideration... i decided to try my luck for once more.. n i went up n told him... my partner has been missing after the 1st class...
then he said really?? he walked to the same group (group 2) n he said the same thing like what the previous TA has mentioned. He told them 1 guy from this group pls shift ur position.. i would like to rearrange the team member of this class...
n guess wat...

the same guy who used a terrible look to stare at my previous TA he said this to the TA
싫어요..... (i don't want)
i was like...
HUH????? i really wanna walk infront n scold him "WTF" ... my tears was going to drop when i heard that words from his mouth...
what's wrong with partnering with me??? did i do anything wrong???? am i that scary??
then the TA asked why to him..
n he said
"우리 3명이 친구예요" <-- "3 of us r frens"

n once again... i'm lost for words again,... what the heck is that lame excuse....
frens that's why u need to stick n don't bother about the others??? let a girl do the tough experiment all alone ???? common... is that how a guy should behave??

i felt so sad... i felt like I'm being rejected by the Koreans.. n i felt... really really bad....

luckily another guy from fy's group saw this n he volunteer to shift to my group...
when he came...
i straight away said "고마워요" thanks to him.. which i really meant that....
i was really scared that i'll cried at that moment... n luckily... thanks to him....

what's wrong??? is it becoz i'm a foreigner?? is it becoz u're scared to communicate wif me in korean?? dont u think i should be the 1 who's more scare than u???

the 1st time... i realised... how bad the koreans can be..

Personal Taste 개인의 취향

For those who likes 구준표 like i do..
i highly recommend his new drama Personal Taste 개인의 취향 to you guys hehe...
it's airing on every wed n thurs night korean channel MBC
for those who're not in korea.. you can download it on
www.verycd.com

i'm trying trying very very very hard to control myself not to watch... n wait until few more episodes are out then watch all at the same time...
However.. thanks to my bad roomie... Kien who started to watch few days ago......
n she told me tat it's very nice.............

Well, due to curiousity..... i watched the 1st episode ard 7 mins.... n i'm totally (falls for)빠졌어 again to 이민호 씨.. the main actor of this drama...ㅠ.ㅠ.....

here's the drama trailer...



Just wanna share my interest with you guys.. feel free to watch ^^ i believe it's a good drama~

Oh yea... i remembered suddenly.. last time SNU 김혁선생님 our physics teacher once told me that he thinks i look like 손예진 the main actress of this drama... what do you guys think about it?? 닮았나? ㅋㅋㅋ

untitled

it's so hard to look for someone who truly understands u...
never question why and always have faith in u...
someone who can makes u happy..
someone who'll always be there by ur side whenever u need them...
someone who can be a good listener to u...

i'm always grateful and satisfy to what i'm having...
but...
again n again....
the ppl whom i thought will truly understands me....
who always be there for me...
hurts me deeply again and again...

Guess... i'm always alone... in my own world...

나도 모르겠어.. ㅠ.ㅠ

내 마음...
내 생각...
내가 지금 원하는 것...
내가 지금 하는 것...

............................. 모르겠어.. 모르겠어.......

다 몰라 ㅠ.ㅠ

당신은 날 좀 도와줄래?

friends

feel so happy today after chatting with my very very best friends
n i feel very happy becoz they're planning to visit me end of this year
i appreciate u guys very very much n i'm very happy to have u guys beside me
good frens are hard to find not to say my best best frens!
i love you guys lots lots and i wish we can be friends forever...
i love chatting wif u guys
i love gossiping together wif u guys

dears~ dont worry abt me! i'm trying hard n i do hope next year we can see the results together haha~

muackz...

friends forever!

What a man wants

A man wants a woman

who understands him even though when the others do not understand him
who concern of him much much more compare to the other men
who has faith in him and trust him no matter what happens


yea... is that really simple for a woman to do so?

can a guy say that she's not the woman that he wanst when the woman fails do so?

just my thoughts here...
heard this from coffee prince and that reminds me of something...

i heard this from somewhere else before too~

cookies!!

i made this myself :p... from measuring till serving kaka...

green colour cornflakes cookies~~



hot hot .. just out from the oven hehe...



yum yum~~ wanna try? wan recipe?? drop a msg n i'll tell u hehe..