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Monday, March 16, 2009

my current feelings..

i know i'm not smart.. n tat's why i work harder compare to ppl..
i know i'm slow.. tat's why i did my best to copy down everything n figure it out by myself.. or by asking the others
i know i'm not interested in it.. but still i'm trying my very best to work things out..

but sometimes..
i questioned myself.. is my hard work really worthwhile?
i feel bad becoz of troubling ppl to teach me..
(bcoz i'm slow.. ppl takes time to explain to me)
n now ..

i'm facing another failure...
i know.. u might tell me it's just a start... work harder for the next time..
i know ... yes...
but i'm stress...
ppl all can do.. but not me..
i'm always the 1 standing behind while watching the others running infront..
why ..
why am i always the 1 to be standing from behind..
am i standing at the wrong place..? is this the real path tat i'm looking for?

3 comments:

i.m.not.perfect said...

U r a big girl now...
big girl hv to learn how to survive..
how to change ur way of study..
way to understand..
n big girl fall down cry abit then
stand up walk
then run...
nobody can help u besides urself

生番薯 said...

standing behind...looking in front...at least when ppl fall, u will know the reason n won repeat the same mistake...
u know la...solder at the most front line normally die first...no need to run in front~just stay where u r

生番薯 said...

standing behind...looking in front...at least when ppl fall, u will know the reason n won repeat the same mistake...
u know la...solder at the most front line normally die first...no need to run in front~just stay where u r

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