Getting older ...

I'm getting older... day by day...
lots of stuffs starts to pop up when we grow old..
sigh... which i hate the most...
I just want to be a simple and normal girl...
But seems like it's hard to be happy go lucky all the time...
When time comes...
We need to think... need to find... need to settle our own path... own future as well...

I'm still not getting used to it...
forgive me for being so immature...
I just need more time...

Gloomy Monday

Not happy and sad today...
sien

졸업했다!

난... 졸업했다!
18년 간의 공부생활을 마쳤다..
이제 부터 또 새로운 생활을 시작해야 한다...
멈추지 말고... 두렵지 말고...
한 걸음 한 걸음씩...
내 새로운 꿈을 찾아야 된다...

성장하니까... 웃음도 없어졌다..
그래서 앞으로 꼭 많이 많이 웃을게 *^^*

lesson learned

Today
i understand why do ppl say
it's better to live urself than living together with the others..

december 29th 2010

Memories..

Nothing lasts forever though we want it to
The road ahead holds different dreams for me and you

Each and every end is always written in the stars
If only I could stop the world
I'd make this last

Sometimes goodbye, so it hurts in your heart,
is the only way for destiny
Sometimes goodbye, so it hurts,
is the only way now for you and me
Though it's the hardest thing to say
I'll miss your love in every way
So say goodbye
But dont you cry
'Cause true love never dies...

Say Goodbye



Batch 85 2005-2010
Thanks for being my frens ^^

Will you Marry me?

@_@...............
he's so bad.....
he keep repeating in his lyrics...
asking me to marry him~~~ (day dreaming again)
awwww
He's like a drug to me now...
Why is he so handsome??
Why is he so cute??
He's just like a prince...
I'm having exam next week... but i cant stop watching his videos...
Someone pls stop me!!
i'm Unstoppable now~~

희망을 가져라~

사람은 살면서 절망보다는 희망을 가져야 된다는 말이 있다
왜냐?
희망이 없으면 에너지를 발생할 수 없기 때문이다.

아무리 힘들어도 희망을 가지자! *^^*

기분이 이상하다

이상한 기분 때문에
오늘 하루 종일 아무것도 못 했다 ㅠ.ㅠ
어떻하지 ...

계속 1박2일를 보면서...
머리속에서 계속 이상한 생각만 하고 있어..
아무 일도 못 하고..
게다가 돈이 없는 바람에 밖에도 못 나가고...


아이구....
아이..............................
한숨을 쉬기 싫어도 계속 쉬고 있는데 ㅠ.ㅠ

근데 이런 걱정걸이없는 생활이 나쁘지 않더라 ㅋㅋㅋ

happy ending *^^*

I didnt expect "My girlfriend is a nine-tailed fox" has such a good ending... even though i cried till my eyes swollen almost 3/4 of the final episode.. but i was smiling when i was watching the final scene...
i really like it hehe

To those who havent watch it : pls watch it.. it's really a worth watching love story *^^*



대웅이다! 너무 너무 너무 너무 너무 너무 너무 너무 좋아 *^^**^^*

today i went shopping with fy in myeongdong again.. hehe (my favourite shopping place)
guess wat i'm so happy to see lee seung gi's posters and ads all over the street.. he's so famous now... i grab some of his posters n 1 post card for free too.. hehe

now my room has 2 more new posters being sticked on the wall n at the door.. *^^*

happy collection

guess tonight i can smile when i'm sleeping... i can sleep soundly d.. hehe

My girlfriend is a nine-tailed fox

i cant do anything right now... i'm so into this drama...
(my girlfriend is a nine-tailed fox)
the last episode has came out few hours ago... but too bad i've to wait till tmr then oni i can watch the last episode...


the ending of episode 15 : miho reveals that she left oni 1 tail.. she's dying...
pls.. i'm crying so so badly to c this... pls give me a happy ending... pls dont die...

SO bad... it's so tempting... i need to wait 8 hours more then oni can watch the last episode through PPS stream...

to those who has no idea about this drama : It's really worth watching.. even my mom is watching it!!

8 hours >.< .........................................

Windows Live Writer!

Hello everyone!

Wishes from Windows Live Writer ^^

I the latest windows live messenger!

My future posting will be posted through this software.. hehe

This is just a testing post hehe

Thanks for reading

 

Regards,

crYstaL

imsonia

i went to bed at 1140.. i thought it was a bit too late as i have class tmr 9 in the morning... (i've got to wake up at 7 something)
but now i'm still awake...
not sure it's becoz i'm too hot
or it's becoz i'm not sleepy...

i need to go to bed...
i need to sleep...
어떻게 ㅠ.ㅠ

Yummy yummy~

Guys! That's something i wanna share here! make sure u bring a tissue with u b4 u start reading... if not ur saliva will drop till everywhere... kaka~
Yesterday we celebrated xin yang's and kuan sian's birthday at a big chinese restaurant.. n it's called "China Factory" located in kondae ipku exit 3 Seoul, South Korea. I'm so excited let's cut down introduction.. and i wanna show u the food tat i've eaten!!!

Here we go~

A view of the cup tat i've used to drink chinese wulong tea and jasmine tea~


wondering wat are these?? make a guess!


cute little tortoise.. its in my stomach swimming now ^^ yummy~


Chinese dim sum~ my favourite siu mai !


look at our "wai sek" face~ can't wait to eat.. muahaha


not forgetting the delicious shanghai vege!


various kind of pao dim sum and special shanghai vege~ from the dessert bar~

These are only free food from the dessert bar~ haha... here comes the side dishes!


1st side dish : chicken salad~ not only the look.. the taste was very nice too ^^


2nd side dish : dunno wat's the name.. prawn vermicelli?? anyway the taste was a bit spicy ><


3rd : honey mayonnaise prawn! yummy~


4th: some kind of cheese popiah.. this was really yummy wakaka


5th : Naan~ eventhough it's not indian style.. but it taste good too!


6th: beef steak~ aww.. i miss it so much...i think it was 70% cooked :p


1st main dish: 糖醋鱼 .. wah really big le!!! u can c those guys... need 2 ppl to carry the plate!!


7th side dish : honey lemon chicken~ a bit different from malaysian style ~


8th : i dunno wat's the name for this.. it has chicken above the korean rice biscuits.. it taste not bad.. but i dont really like it.. hehe


9th : stewed tauhu.. "but the tauhu like too much of flour la" <- my opinion


2nd main dish: the 1 tat i like the most.. beijing roasted duck!! eat with the popiah skin... so so so so so so nice! 5 stars wei!!!


3rd main dish: abalone sea food! wow! this 1 really taste perfect!! xy had the abalone anyway :) it was his birthday ma hehe~


10th side dish: Singaporean style fried meehoon 新洲炒米.. keke.. this 1 reminds me of Malaysia :p


11th : dunno wat style fried hor fun.. haha a bit like vietnamese..

actually.. altogether we had 18side dishes... 3 main dishes.. and various kind of food from the dessert bar... however.. due to those hungry little monsters who sat together with me... who were so eager to eat the food... i failed to take the other 7 side dishes pic.. as they ate it before i sempat to take the pic >.<

let's skip to the dessert bar~

a view of the dessert bar ^^


and a view of the dim sum^^ free to take.. as many as u want ~


chinese 春卷


of coz.. dessert must have fruits.. they have jelly, lai chee, honey dew,, water melon, pineapple.. apple.. and etc~~~


my cafe latte~ phew~


and a cup of ice cream~ yummy! :D


also.. we have a birthday cake celebration with our bithday boy!~


a view of the restaurant

All together we spent around　80 to 90 ringgit per person to test 21 delicious dishes.. cheap huh?^^　i'm sorry for missing the other 7 side dishes.. coz act i was a bit slow.. couldn't manage to eat and take pics at the same time.. hehe~ i promise whoever wanna eat.. come to korea and find me i'll bring u there.. ^^

yummy~~

Help.. i need advice...

i'm having flat warts on my face.. it spread to my neck.. and my chest...
for your information, flat warts are caused by Human HPV virus.. which has ntg to do with the cosmetics i use.. nor the food tat i've taken...

i've consulted 2 doctors
the 1st one said that it could be removed by some kind of laser treatment.. burning off the skin.. leaving behind with holes... n wait for months for it to recover... however.. there's a possibility it might leave scars behind... which... scares me the most currently... what if it leads to numerous holds leaving behind after the treatment??

the 2nd doc told me to try with applying acid.. but it might be ineffective and it might leads side effects to my skin... he told me tat if i'm choosing this method.. he will oni pick 3 to 4 spots .. apply acid on it weekly by going to the hospital.. n wait 3 - 4 months to c the effectiveness... however.. if this method is successful.. it might help to build antibiotics in my body...
but IT'S really too long... n i'm scare to try...

i google... google n keep googling...
it seems like the warts might go away after my body itself has built up with antibiotic to fight with the virus.. but it might take years .. but it leaves no scars...
it's actually not tat obvious until u really stand closer n look at my face thoroughly...
what should i do... shall i look for treatment... or shall i just leave it???

i'm really depressed... can anyone give me some advice?? @_______@

i'm happy

2 months of internship...
i manage to learn a lot of things...
manage to figure out a lot of stuffs....

not things related to my job...
not stuffs related to my company...

it's all about life!

i learned how to be independant...
i learned how to be myself...
i learned how to be happy...

i figured out the important stuffs ard me...
i figured out how much i miss my papa.. mama.. gor gors... henry...
i figured out who r my true frens...
i figured out there's someone always right beside me...

thank god... i'm really happy today :D

sick day...

wat a teriible saturday...
suffer from diarrhea since this morning...
went to toilet more than 20 times....
tried to sleep early n i couldnt go to bed..
i suffered from hard breathing while i was sleeping half way...
wake up... gave ah kien a big fright as my face was really pale...
"i couldn't breath"
"i'm feeling dizzy"
that was the words that kept coming out from my mouth at that moment...
n i was really scared...
i was scared that i'll be fainted... just like tat...

suddenly...
i vomited out my dinner.... on my precious bed... on my body... n on my pants and shirt
after tat finally i feel tat ...
i can get some fresh air...
n i went to the toilet again... suffered from diarrhea again...

it's now 312 in the morning... n i've just finished cleaning up the mess...
i'm feeling sorry to my hsemates coz i think i really gave them a big shocked...

may god bless me..
today is really a terrible day.. n i'm so homesick now...

@_________________________@

goodnite... everyone

越长大越孤单

哥哥今天找了这段片子，post了在 facebook, 只说了“ for her " 简单的两个字。。。
看了这段片子， 奇怪的感觉好像是要给我看的。。。
好奇心之下， 我问了他。。。 给谁看的。。。
他只说了。。。

“我看到这段片子。。。 心里只想起了你“


想起了好朋友们的劝告， 妈妈的苦心，
我的矜持。。。错了吗？
我真的身在福中不知福吗？
难道我真的应该重新再来吗？

worry @_@

Yesterday my mom told me... she's worrying about me...
over what??
She had a conversation with my bro and their gfs..
She asked them how good if i have a partner right now.. then
She dont need to worry that no one taking care of me..
n my bros and their gfs replied " Hou Lan LO... "

She says i'm choosy... picky... blah blah blah and so on...
She says if i continue like this...
i'll end up being alone.. in my life :|

So, What say you? @_____________________@

realistic...

a short conversation yesterday.. makes me wondering whole day... till today...
am i really that realistic? is it good or is it bad to behave like that??
i'm always regret over the things that i've said ...
i've always wanted to learn how to become quiet...
but i always failed over the mission that i wanted to accomplish @_@~~
that's the reason why sometimes i used to keep myself away over the others....
sigh....
a simple conversation... makes me wondering lots n lots of stuffs...
guess i really need some changes in me...

anyway~

have a good day everyone~

A special day~

Wait a min... it's not for me...!!
.......
......
....
for who??
..
.



i dedicated my day to them....



n now... i have no more strength and energy =.=