傻瓜

有时候，
对自己的承诺 。。
说了不，还是作不到
说了别，就是不肯听
不知不觉
我又像个傻瓜 ，
想起了不该想的东西
提起了不开题的事情
傻瓜，傻瓜，
雨后彩虹出现的一天
很期待这一天的来临。。。

참, 나 한국에서 rainbow를 본 적이 하나도 없거든,
오늘은 오디션 하는 날인데,
왠지 지금 좀 무섭다는 느낌이 들었다..
내가 할 수 있을 까?
아무튼.. 파이팅..

p/s the previous blog i didnt delete it.. instead i put as hidden d.. sorry

到不了

i can feel the song.. really nice.. i really can feel it.. through the way they sing..

wat do u think?

wat do u think?

~ today i wore a skirt with my boots... paiseh malu gila.. early morning on the way to class.. i fell down infront of the library .. so many ppl saw me.. argh.. dowan wear d.. sobz >.<.... stupid jt.. tease me summore~~

It's winter...

early morning.. i hide myself in my ibul.. was having a hard time.. can't get up from my bed..
it's so cold.. cold n cold... wat a best time to hibernate.. sometimes i really wish tat.. i'm a bear..
eat n sleep.. hibernate... n wake up when the winter ends.. ^^ eventhough it's a bit meaningless.. but to me.. it's still the best.. without exams .. stressful of daily routine life..

today i wear thick thick.. hehe like a ball ball to school... kinda regret to take along my file.. as my hand was freezed till no perasaan.. hehe.. tmr better put my file at home~.. ar.. i'm thinking of wearing a skirt with my boots tomoro.. shall i?.. ^^

참.. 교수님이 6점을 더 주셨다.. 제 물리 점수는 75점까지 올라갔다..ㅋㅋ 기쁘네.. 근데.. 요새 내 주변에 있는 사람들이 다 장학금을 위하여 공부하고 있는 것 같애.. 왜이러지? 나.. 좀 이상하다는 생각이 들었네.. 나 장학금 생각을 전혀 없거든.. 다른 사람들이랑 비교하면 내가 좀 약해서 그런가? 아무튼.. 할 수 있을 만큼만 하면 되지 뭐..^^


having maths exam again on wed..~ scare scare... mayb i'm a bit slow in maths compare to the others.. n there's a lot formulas which i'm trying my very best to memorise... but still i can easily forget.. sobz.. crossing my fingers.. god pls gimme all ur luck.. just make sure that i dont make stupid careless mistakes then can d.. if not really 아깝다~..

왠지..요새 나.. 한 나쁜 생각이 들었다.. 그렇게 하면 안된다는 거를 분명히 알고 있어도.. 계속 생각 하고 있거든.. 이상해.. *slap~ 일어나.. 바보야..(sh는 항상 나에게 이런 말을 해 주거든).. ouch pain..

annual dinner it's over.. ^^ as i promise i'll upload some photos here..

(my batch has a lot of pretty girls rite? i like viona's blue dress.. it looks very sweet )

(our performance.. fy did a very great job for tat nite)

(all my frens~ ^^ teck sheng looks like a bit high.. haha happy to c the cheerful ts^^)

well.. that was the oni nite for us to dress up nicely.. with all the make ups.. high heels.. hehe. i think most of the us spent quite a lot effort on our dress .. shoes n all tat... thanks to kak long.. for bersolek for us hehe.. (act the guy did spend quite a lot oso , sh told me his shirt cost 3 keping~ huhu..)

k la have to study nicely d .. fighting every1.. n happy birthday to ajay ^^.. n goodluck to all my frens who r going to get their physics marks today~

충고

오늘은 교수님이랑 면담을 했을때.. 교수님이 이런 말을 하셨거든...

네가 실험 때 열심히 하는 걸 다 알고 있어..
힘들어도 포기 하지 말고.. 열심히해..
네가 혼자만 스트레스를 받고 있는게 아니잖아..
학생들 다 마찬가지야..
탐이웬.. 한국말을 잘 하는 편이야..
자신을 믿어야지..

교수님.. 나도 포기 하고 싶지 않는데.. 근데.. 물리 성적을 알게 됬어다는 그 순간..
포기하다는 생각도 다시 들었어..
김교수님이 왜.. 나에게 알려 줬냐..

네들 시험을 잘 봤어.. 시험지를 보고 싶니?
교수님이 이런 말을 해 주신 땜에 .. 그래서 봤거든..
잘 봤다고.. 잘 봤다고.. 69 점이라는 거.. 잘 봤다고...

싫어.. 나 정말 알고 싶지 않아..
벌써 2 과목이 60 몇점 받았어...
내가 어떻게... 운이 나빠서 그런가? 왜 계속 실수를 했냐?

수학도 이렇게 되고.. 전자회로도.. 물리까지...

힘낼까? 포기할까?.. 그냥 다 지울 까? 다시 한번 시작할까?..

"quiet"

光良's new songs r very nice.. after his famous "fairytale" album.. now he has come out with another new album it's called "不会分离".. who want his songs.. can get from me..

Sometimes it's better to keep quiet...
shhh...
n quiet...
when u're not sure abt something.. then u keep quiet..
when u're not good in something.. then u shut ur mouth..
when u're dunno abt something.. then u just remain silent..dont pretend as if u do know..
think b4 u voice out anything..
u know.. i know.. everybody knows..
Sometimes IT'S really better to keep quiet zip ur mouth n just stand by aside..
say is easy.. but action is hard..

when u're too excited..
when u're too scare..
or when u're too sad... ..
u might say out something.. accidentally.. out of ur control..
n u'll hurt someone.. unknowingly

feeling tired.. wasting my time everyday.. lots of activities lately.. parties.. games.. this n that..
i think i didnt really sit properly infront of my table n face the books
got bac my 전자회로 paper.. it was totally a failure.. i scored 65/100.. the highest is fy (she got 75).. i didn blame the teacher.. n i didnt blame myself oso.. coz.. to me.. the teacher really can teaches well.. n i myself.. i did put lots of efforts in this subject.. the oni thing i can blame..
is the book... with no answers for all the questions ... n lots of mistakes..
i did all the questions inside the book.. just tat i dunno tat the way i did is correct or wrong.. so i did discuss the answers with a few frens of mine.. n they're 2 questions came out exactly the same... n i got all wrong... sigh.. tot of giving up this subject.. since teacher said.. 절대평가.. n to those below 80 marks.. u dont even have to think of getting an A for this subject.. shall i?

act.. there's another paper.. which i dont dare to take b my paper.. n i'm praying hard.. pls.. teacher dont gimme bac the paper.. i'm really scare i'll face the same situation like now.. the feeling of giving up... mayb it's better not to know the results.. as i'll work hard for the final..

it's 1.51am now.. 1 hour n 51 mins ago.. it's still "pepero day" in korea.. thanks for the peperos.. ^^ 맛있게 먹을게..

class at 10 tomoro.. have to face my 오빠 again.. sometimes i am really wondering.. y my luck so sui.. same team with him.. with a lazy .. heavy smoker.. 오빠.. i am the 1 who is doing all the experiments since last sem until now.. ~..

better sleep now.. or else i'll get emo again... >.< nitez..

miss me?

huhu.. lately i've been missing for quite long d rite..?
well recently i've ntg much to blog.. quite busy with my life here..
1stly i wanna wish...
Happy diwali to Rubhen, ajay , shan, malan, vinod, nity and mano~
then.. 2ndly~
happy belated birthday again to Mp~ n jt~


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muahaha... alrite i do have something to blog.. hesitated quite long.. dunno wanna blog abt it o not.. but i really find it.. memorable.. kaka ... specially for her~ tat was my 1st time doing tat..

didnt expect her to be tat brave... kaka.. guess we're too high ~ warning to u guys out there.. alcohol can drives ppl crazy~~ kaka.. so if u have something tat u're not dare to do.. try to take some alcohol before doing it~! kaka

not dare to post up that* photo.. unless she gives me the permission for doing tat ^^ u guys beg her la~

shop shop n SHOP~

it's sunday... wat had i done for this weekend.. ntg~~ argh...
i'm still in holiday mood.. which i know.. I SHOULDN't behave like this.. n IT's not A good thing..

i know.. but still .. i dont have the mood to touch the books..

i wish there's someone here to slap me for few times.. n wake me up from this fantastic dream world..

with oni food.. game.. sleep.. n devil~ ish..

guess wat..:D yesterday we had a girls outing.. yeap~~ oni girls ^^.. 5 of us oni hehe..

n the total we spent was abt 31 keping~ muahaha...

fy spent 11.. me.. 8 (abt 300 ringgit msia) mp 7.. shan... 4.. n ry.. 1.. rich rite? haha.. if convert bac to msian ringgit


300,000.00 KRW = 1,104.7183 MY


wahaha... know how scary girls can be rite? we started to shop at 11.. n we came back home around 11 nite.. 12 hours le... well .. blame the dinner nite.. kkaka.. fy said.. this is the oni reason for us to become pretty pretty.. kaka.. n i guess.. for this month i have to ikat perut d.. sobz.. i duno how much i spend oso during these few days.. spend money like water..

erm.. wat r the things i bought? erm.. i bought a pair of boots with oni 15000won..(abt 55.2359 MYR) cheap rite? :D.. (not a very high 1, coz i think i dont look nice in high boots).. that's the happiest thing i bought.. kaka ^^

here's the photo.. hehe


(i like it ~~ ^^ )

then i bought a blouse with a scarf to match with the black skirt tat my bro bought for me from t aiwan.. the scarf is a bit expensive cost abt (18000) while the blouse oni cost me (8000won).. hmm for this i wont snap the pictures.. hehe ..wait for the surprise :P

n i bought a necklace n a pair of ear rings.. to match with the blouse hehe .. i like the necklace.. it's oni 8000 won (abt 29.4592 MYR)

(i find this a little bit special ^^)

(i'm not a good photographer.. but who cares :P)

n guess wat.. with so few stuffs .. plus the food tat i taken yesterday (2 meals) i spent 8 keping..

>.< .. n suddenly.. i feel so moody.. n i wanna question myself.. Y AM I i not A rich GAL~~

$$$ ... DEVIL~... but to be honest.. yesterday was my 1st time to realize tat.. korea is a nice place to shop oso kaka.. coz we shop from 부평 to 이대~ akka.. girls r scary... that's my conclusion :P

HOOOORAYYYYYY~

EXAMS R OVER~~~

phew~

hehe ^^

tried my very best d... but still this time.. made careless mistakes again.. but at least i performed better than last time lo.. >.<.. nvm la.. hehe.. time to cheer..~~ coz EXAMS r over! :P but stress is still around.. results.. .. sobz.. ! let's forget abt it :D

few weeks ago edi i started to imagine... if oni if oni today is wednesday~ muahaha.. ya.. now it really is.. ^^ with no BOOKS..no study.. can do watever things tat i want... dota! movies~ games~ chatting.. hehe... n of coz.. enjoy my bsb's new album :p ar.. talking abt this.. something i can't accept it.. i just found it out today.. which i myself oso can't accept it.. how come now oni i knew abt this.. well.. i really can't believe it.. n i feel dissapointed over with it oso... mayb it's better for me not to know tat.. >.<

CURIOUS? CHECK THIS OUT THEN...=.=

notice rite! it's nick n paris... y y y y y! 10000* Y!

ish.. i can't believe it.. paris was nick's EX-GF!.. for the past 8 months~! ..i hah..... how come i dunno abt it.. among so many girls.. y is it.. her... i meant.. i dont mind he go n date someone else.. but not PARIS..! k luckily.. she's his EX ~ now.. but still.. i can't accept it lo.. if u tell me his ex was Britney.. i think i'll feel better.. much much more better~.. >.<... geli la.. don wanna look at tat pic anymore..not matching at all!.. sobz..

well i'm a big bsb fan~ but then not to say tat nick is 100% good.. but for once.. i really like him.. until a level which i dunno how to describe.. (not nw anymore).. hehe.. nvm.. BSB will always be the best in my heart ^^

currently i'm thinking wat to cook for tmr's lunch.. n dinner.. haha have plenty of time in the morning .. as i plan to ponteng my programming class :P~.. meaning my class will oni starts at 3.. i can wake up at 1pm then oni do my cooking.. watch dramas.. yes! that's my routine of life! kaka... going to shop shop n shop during this weekend :D spend money.. n enjoy being a girl~ by doing usual stuffs tat girls will do.. muahaha ^^

gdnitez~ tata