I'M GETTING MARRIED!

没有新郎。。。 BUT GOT BEAR BEAR =.=''

my brides maid dress

do i look like a brides maid??? if i wear this dress muahahaa
guess the price???
needa go shop again for nite dress @@

Send your own ElfYourself eCards

-.-

i'm tired and exhausted...
finally i've finish my korean essay report @@ it took me days to finish it..
not sure how should i set my time table .. time is not enough to cover everything for the coming up exam.. all i can say is... i'll do my best..

surprisingly.. i didnt feel that stress compare to last sem..
i'm learning now to become slow n steady...
fighting ^^ 10 more days to go then i'll be free for months again
hehe...

btw.. tmr.. finally.. i'll be going to watch new moon..
the movie that i've been long waiting for....

wait for me~~~ ^^

team edward
yiwen ^^

happy halloween ^^

went myeongdong shopping today.. n accidentally saw crispy cream selling halloween doughnuts!! kaka...
happy halloweenday~~

新的希望， 从心出发
^^

can u feel his heartbeat?

This is us limited deluxe edition!! 한정판!

i'm very happy today ... guess wat~~~

there's 1 more album in my collection~
** not pirated de oh! it's limited deluxed edition!!!... cost me 15000 won le..

n there's a poster wif it.. thinking wanna stick it on my wall o not.. hou em sei dak le!!
** for those who dunno : my wall oso got a small collection of posters.. kaka

find 1 day i'll take a pic of my wall n show u guys... kaka
Backstreet forever... one thing i gonna say is.. "Backstreet Boys meet Trend"
listen to this album.. then u will understand wat i said.. hehe
* 그들이 움직일 때마다 세상도 함께 움직인다!

some thoughts

She's very pretty... her name is 陈法拉 if u're a fan of tvb dramas.. i'm sure u know who she is..
He's extremely cute.. his name is "jack"
awww... 有營主婦 very nice drama ^^

Day dreaming tat..
if 1 day..
i can become like her...
and
i can have a pet like him..

hehe.. ntg is impossible rite?

sorry sorry~~

damn like this song!

congratulations..!!!

I admit... u r very handsome just a bit chubby kaka... n pui sum is very pretty too!
how i wish i was there.... awwww... very sweet... jealous jealous***** when's my turn????? @@

090909

congratulations to my dai gor gor n his gf pui sum ^^
after 9 years long run.. finally today.. 090909...
they r officially husband and wife...
officially i have a dai sou.... naik pangkat.. haha
may god bless you two to have happy n lovely marriage life ^^
wish u 2 bak tou dou lou ^^ 爱到久久久 。。。

uncertainty

There's no 100% guarantee in this world..
Have you ever thought of when you are saying "It can't be", "It's impossible" that time..
How impossible it can be? How sure are you i meant.
Couples can get married.. not long later they also can get divorced.
Forever is it 100% guarantee?
Or sometimes when you think you are too sure of something .. or maybe i should rephrase it to when you're bias with something..
Maybe it doesn't have to turn out to be what you think it should be..
For instance, you might think of a person who's wearing worn out clothes, old shoes, looks poor... not classy... etc etc.. you might think that he's poor... what if he's not??
Everything is possible if you try to step aside.. think yourself as a 3rd party for the issue.
So, in conclusion : There's no 100% sure .. there's no 100% guarantee in this world.. even if a person says he likes you for this min.. he might change his mind for the next min

bless..

my family

hmmm tot of this paragraph few days ago.. but i didnt write it down..
well since today it's my last nite in gor gor's house before i flying b to korea..
i'm going to write it down .. hehe abt my family

i got a very cute baba.. well.. really cute.. not lying.. how to describe abt him?.. hmm.. well sometimes he will say something out of the blue.. without knowing the reasons why.. something that make u think tat.. awww.. he's really cute.. feel like kissing him.. haha.. then.. i got a super duper lau gai mama.. hmm just imagine she will fat pei hei if baba dont hold his hands.. if baba treat me more good compare to her.. OMG @@ kesian my baba.. i dont think i need to describe how lau gai she is towards me.. @@..
Next, i also have a super duper triple lau hei dai gor gor.. @@ imagine we always have to wait for him to finish his work for dinner.. his 5 mins will always be more than 30 mins.. ~ ask him to go out... to leave the hse.. will take more than 45 mins eventhough it can be done within 5 mins.. ai... then 2nd gor gor.. wat to say.. super talkative.. no wonder he's so good in social.. imagine.. how he bargain for me my laptop price.. from 2500 - 2k.. caught a super big fish hehe.. abt my 3 gor gor? hmm.. dunno to me.. he's too hardworking.. he sure will finish his work on time.. n he will do more than wat u ask.. he always like to rush rush n rush... make sure u dont be lau hei if he ask u to do something.. n his temper is very bad oso.. so typically like a cow lo..!!! since his horoscope is a cow oso :p
so?? wat am i???????
sigh......................................................
i think .. i have the combinations of all of them~~~
funny?????haha.. I DONT THINK SO~ ><

i'm back~~

sorry for the inactive~
haha i'm back ^^ currently in ipoh :P well next week gonna go b to korea again.. @_@
well... i'm really happy to be back at home.. feel like.. i'm recharged.. haha.. full of energy here.. ! guess wat today i went to the royal golf club.. it's been a long time i didnt go there as it was under construction a year ago..
it's really pretty ! amazing.. totally different from last time.. when i step in there.. i feel like.. suddenly i've got class.. i meant i've become a "classy" ppl!
ppl ard there are doctors lawyers... managers.. baba summore show off to me.. while we were heading to the gym place... he met the president of the golf club.. tell me stories and also ppl whom he met ard the place... baba since when so geng 1 geh? how come i dunno @_@ wakaka.. gonna go there more often.. then oni can fish a gold fish! the happiest thing for today was.. i met 2 "shuai ge" woooo.. not kidding.. no joking! really SHUAI Ge~~~~~
1 is a chinese he was doing gym while i was swimming.. i bet he didnt notice i kept staring at him all the time kaka... n the second 1 was an ang moh!!! awwwww dunno where is he from.. but he was playing golf.. i kept looking at him... haih... all shuai ge... muscular ... but not mine.. sigh~~~~
gor gor gonna change car d.. from waja to altis... waiting for car number AHA.. n 3rd gor gor waiting for AHB.. kaka.. later my house got "ah ga" AGA, "ah ha" AHA, n cute cute "ah B" AHB 3 together... so proud.. so when was mine?? i'm waiting for "ah kar" AKA~~ all numnber plate must be 3363.. later all 4 cars move together~~~
all gor gors will be coming back tomoro.. lots of stuffs to do wif them... wanna go cinema together.. go play dota together.. go shopping go eat together...

love this song...

Lyrics to Maybe :
Didn't you want to hear
the sound of all the places we could go
Do you fear
the expressions on the faces we don't know
It's a cold hard road when you wake up
and I don't think that I
Have the strength to let you go

Maybe it's just me, Couldn't you believe
that everything I said and did, wasn't just deceiving
And the tear in your eye, and your calm hard face
makes me wish that I was never brought into this place

There goes my ring
It might as well have been shattered
and I'm here to sing
about the things that mattered
about the things that made us feel alive for oh so long
about the things that kept you on my side when I was wrong

Maybe it's just me, Couldn't you believe
that everything I said and did, wasn't just deceiving
And the tear in your eye, and your calm hard face
makes me wish that I was never brought into this place

And someday, I promise I'll be gone
And someday, I might even sing this song
To you, I might even sing this song, to you
and I was crying alone tonight
and I was wasting all of my life just thinking of you
So just come back we'll make it better
So Just come back I'll make it
better than it ever was x2

Maybe it's just me, Couldn't you believe
that everything I said and did, wasn't just deceiving
And the tear in your eye, and your calm hard face
makes me wish that I was never brought into this place

Maybe it's just me, Couldn't you believe
that everything I said and did, wasn't just deceiving
And the tear in your eye, and your calm hard face
makes me wish that I was never brought into this place
( I want it all, Don't leave right now)
(I'll give you everything)
[ Maybe Lyrics on http://www.lyricsmania.com/ ]

I was thinking..

If i have lots of money
If i can go shopping everyday
If i'm not the 1 i am now
If i have an ipod
If i can dance wildly
If i'm smart enough to make everyone drop their specs off
If i dont keep things bottled up anymore
If i can get things off my chest easily
abcd abcd abcd
!!
If i can swear like everyone else...
IF ................................

aloha~

i've been missing for a long long time...
many things has gone n come b at the same time ^^
looking forward to b back at home.. mama baba wait for me ..! 1 more month! muackz ^^

lappie broke down...

lappie broke down suddenly while i was studying last nite...
totally no sound from my lappie now..
spoilt my mood from studying last nite..

anyway i cant do anything to save it @_@
today's gonna be another better day ..
i miss the "bom bom bom" sound from my lappie @_@

need a break @_@...

i just need a break... not long.. 1 or 2 days oso enough f or me... i need some private time.. i need some leisure time.. i need some time to get rid of books...

everyday wake up early in the morning.. will start thinking.. how many chapters more to cover for today...
everynite came home will start counting... how many chapters i didnt manage to finish...
everynite b4 i sleep will start planning.. how many chapters to cover for tmr...

tat's my routine of daily life now....

sigh....

i wan a break..

the oni motivation for me to study ~ mr shuai ge who is sitting at 2 oclock direction from my seat in library @_@.. staring at him.. makes me study @_@

sigh...

results suck like hell..
another sub below average...
wondering how many subjects am i going to fail for this sem? @@...

boh mood to do my hw anymore.. sigh....................
PHOBIA wif exams and the results..! @_@

awww...

y is november so slow @_@..

Robsessed

alrite... at least i'm not up to this level yet...

there's this girl... she tattoo Rob's signature on her wrist...
OMG.. INSANE...



hmmm.. i think tat's a bit too over.. this most probably will freak Rob off when he know abt this..

what would you do when you're 17 again??

i wanna watch~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~



i really wanna watch..... but korea not showing T_T
AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW ~~~~~~~~~~~~

coolness!!

i'm gonna change my point of view towards her.. starting from this moment !

chemistry elements

1-20

H-Hairy
He-Henry
Li-Lives
Be-Behind
B-Bukit
C-China
N-North
O-Of
F-Florida
Ne-New York

Na-Naughty
Mg-Mg Dull
Al-Always
Si-Silly
P-put
S-Soft
Cl-Condom
Ar-Around
K-Kaki
Ca-Cacat

while waiting for xy to come...

i found Rob's blog!! ~~~~~~~~~~
wakaka~~


http://www.myspace.com/robertpattinson20

sweetness in the air~~

i think i'm dead @_@
i've just finished "breaking dawn"...
the ending was... AMAZING ....
it's something tat i'm out of expectation.........
n i can feel sweetness is in the air~~~
seriously i think i'm already dead
eventhough i'm still sitting here.. breathing @_@

Dreams

Are we suppose to dream? or just tat we wanted to dream?
^^ have you ever thought of this question before in your life?
Why? Why do we dream?
i read an article in my english class..
"Dream Bigger Dreams" that's what the article was about..
and i'm impressed by that .. a lot
Why not?? We must dream bigger dreams, or shall i say.. we must dare to dream!!
if u dont dare to dream at all, how are you going to archieve your goals ?
Eventhough u might not be able to archieve what u want.. but at least.. u dream of having it before!
If you can find happiness in your dreams.. then why not???

and that's why.. i'm not looking for a cure .. at least not for this moment ^^
Some of you might think that.. aww.. she's such freak~ watever! i dont give a damn on it anyway ^^
i'm happy with the way i am~

Are you feeling the same as i am? ^^

sick #_# @_@

is sick a good excuse to skip exam?????
i've been suffering since this morning..
stomachache @_@ i think the cause was because i drank a cup of coffee empty stomach this morning ....
*sobz*
can i have all the luck from u guys... tmr signals exam @_@

우리만의 살인 미소 ^^

3년 전에...(3 years ago)

i sort of miss my highlighted hair ..
3 년 후에...(3 years later)



* u're wearing the similar shirt le~~~

뭐가 좀 달라졌지... 그래도.. 이 환한 웃음을 정만 많이 그리웠다..

我的回忆不是我的

伤心的总会任性
灰心的总会用气力
将最好的过去将最多的细碎
锁到属于你的眼睛
失恋的不够耐性
失恋的不信是注定
于最黑的世界于最光的刹那
感到属于你的气息
即使很多一起过的
想起的通通你的
为着是浪漫的爱情
通通都可再见
但承诺可再听
什么可不变色
oh baby
当晚与你记住蒲公英
今晚偏偏想起风的清劲
回忆不再受制于我我承认
回忆也许你的
当晚与你记住流水声
今晚站在大地自己倾听
难道送别你回头总是虔诚
谁能怪我总是太感性
失恋的都有惰性
失恋的都记住约定
当理想的世界当理想的刹那
因爱无分你的我的

))((*&%$$#

i've got no life at all @@..
wake up early in the morning breakfast..
homework... study....
lunch.....
study...
homework again...
dinner...
bath...
study
homework...
study...
n homework again............................................................
T_____________________________________________T

the happiest moment in my current routine life...
sleeping time (eventhough average oni 5 hours per day)
breakfast
lunch
dinner time...(sometimes can curi curi watch half episode of drama.. while eating @@)

god bless me..
i'm shortage of time now.. next week got 2 exams n 1 quiz..
signal n systems hw due date on wed
i havent finish 1 at all...

sigh sigh sigh

flightless bird

I was a quick wet boy
Diving too deep for coins
All of your straight blind eyes
Wide on my plastic toys
And when the cops closed the fair
I cut my long baby hair
Stole me a dog-eared map
And called for you everywhere

Have I found you?
Flightless bird, jealous, weeping
Or lost you?
American mouth
Big bill looming

Now I'm a fat house cat
Cursing my sore blunt tongue
Watching the warm poison rats
Curl through the wide/white fence cracks
Kissing on magazine photos
Those fishing lures thrown in the cold and clean
Blood of Christ mountain stream

Have I found you?
Flightless bird, brown hair bleeding
Or lost you?
American mouth
Big bill, stuck going down

I wonder.. without twilight... will this song being so famous like now?
it's a nice and relaxing song...

有感而发

看到某些人做某些事情
莫名其妙的
心里只觉得很恶心， 很想吐。。。

最近，每天都在忙功课
想找些时间读读书，
看看戏，逛逛街，
很像逃离고대，
谁来帮帮我。。。。

我很怕。。真的很怕。。

my current feelings..

i know i'm not smart.. n tat's why i work harder compare to ppl..
i know i'm slow.. tat's why i did my best to copy down everything n figure it out by myself.. or by asking the others
i know i'm not interested in it.. but still i'm trying my very best to work things out..

but sometimes..
i questioned myself.. is my hard work really worthwhile?
i feel bad becoz of troubling ppl to teach me..
(bcoz i'm slow.. ppl takes time to explain to me)
n now ..

i'm facing another failure...
i know.. u might tell me it's just a start... work harder for the next time..
i know ... yes...
but i'm stress...
ppl all can do.. but not me..
i'm always the 1 standing behind while watching the others running infront..
why ..
why am i always the 1 to be standing from behind..
am i standing at the wrong place..? is this the real path tat i'm looking for?

now addicted wif..

什么都不想做，
什么都不想要,
什么都不想理，
此似此刻，
我只想要看戏！

everything's new to me..

shifted to new hse.. new room.. new roomies..new environment..
entered new uni.. gonna starts my new life.. n meet wif new group of frens..
sigh..
am i ready for all this changes?
i was super bz for the past few days.. over the courses registration..
i've a pack schedule for this sem.. eventhough i oni registered for 17 credits @@
n now i'm bz over wif the transfer credits list..
started to feel scare.. n to be honest..due to my poor sense of directions..
i still dont really recognise all the directions here.. the uni is too big... to be recognise anyway..
luckily.. i still know the direction to walk to the 공학관.. phew.. hope everything's gonna b fine to me..

feeling confuse n blur over my career.. did i pick the wrong path for myself?
there's no turning b.. all i can tell myself is to be brave enough and finish the road ...

bz-ing and relax-ing

hello... it's been a long time i didnt log in here ^^ i'm back in korea! for almost a week .. time really flies.. winter holiday is going to finish in another 1 week time @@~
there's ntg change in korea.. except the ppl around me.. their personal life etc etc.. hehe i'm going to shift soon gonna starts packing n unpacking my stuffs and to prepare for the entrance exams at the same time .. huhu i was hoping for no exam for the past 2 months @@ everyday i prayed so hard.. and end up.. god didnt manage to hear my prayers @@~~~
today.. my bro.. and a few frens had shifted to their new house @@.. miss them so much.. less ppl to sing.. less ppl to eat.. less ppl to play.. less ppl to chat .. sigh..
today i went shopping at lotte mart too.. wif fy mp n .. jt went there to help us to carry too.. act i think he just want to spend more time wif us.. as he's going to shift soon on the 25th.. alone @@ poor boy.. we gonna miss u.. miss ur cooking food a lot too T.T.. bought a lot stuffs today.. hehe 3 of us spent around 16 keping!! we bought too many stuffs until end up we called a taxi to send us home lolx.. n then
**hope she didnt c this**
fy.. haha the silly girl she was so blur... she thought tat we're in msia.. the driver seat which is on the right hand side..so she walked to the left hand side n open the door.. the kind taxi ajoshi also got a shocked..wat happen to this girl.. haha the ajoshi was seating at the left hand side staring at her.. "why she open my door?"
i think she's the 1st msian to do this in korea.. hahahaha she was so malu and all of us kept laughing inside the car ..ajoshi said to her : "정말 깜짝 놀랐어!" hahaha

valentine's day!

next year!!
next year!!

today better dont go out... sakit mata sakit hati...

MP!! my dear..!

lazy pig

crystal is a pig
a big lazy pig
a big fat pig
a big stupid pig
a big sleepy pig
T____________T

conclusion : i'm a PIG !

penang oh penang ..

i'm at my bro's house! ok 1st impression..
I REALLY like his house lo.. n i really wanted to stay longer... longer n longer...
sigh.. gor gor allow me to stay longer but the prob is .. monday to thursday he gonna go work.. till nite oni we can eat dinner together.. he's very worried abt my lunch.. my transport n everything...
jt promises to take me out to tour penang.. settle my lunch oso.. but then..
i feel kinda bad.. according to my 3rd bro.. from butterworth to here.. takes abt 45 mins.. i feel so bad for troubling ppl..

shall i go b.. or shall i stay longer????

add on: my bros.. 2nd n 3rd both of them r very worried abt me.. worried tat i cannot get marry next time.. cannot find a husband~ keep reminding me i'm old d.. i lun luo until need to go "siong tai" d... haha this makes me starts to worry oso haha

my house is getting rich!

during the china trip ... my eldest bro and my 2nd bro spent quite a lot money on the trip expenses..
after the china trip last friday..
my bro complained about his old bed tilam...
then my mum spent 800 ringgit n bought a queen size tilam for him...
(now i'm using it anyway kaka)
after that .. my dad complained about the old dining table set at my house dining room.. so we straight away drove to another furniture shop n we bought a new dining set.. we spent another 900 ringgit on it...
n then........................
on sunday....................................
my dad spent another 3500 ringgit asking ppl to renovate my backdoor house........
wah wah wah (mouth open bigly ^0^)
wat happen to my house ppl.. since when we're so rich while i'm still so poor..??
!!!

grrr books !!

everyone has gone.. frens had gone b to study..
bros gone b to work..
wii game has gone too.. together wif my bro..
astro on demand oso gone...
mummy starts working tmr too..
as for me..
i gonna start touching books! it's so hard.. i'm still in my holiday mood.. but not forgetting.. few weeks later when i got b to korea.. there's an entrance exam waiting for me...
sad sad sad!
can any1 stop the time for me??? pls???

oh god...
i wonder.. how come fairy tales never happen to me...
grrr

happy new year!

happy 2009!!

a new year , a new day, a new start
watever it's past then it's over~

may the earth b healthy and strong
may the ppl around me everyday stay happy and healthy

happy new year Yi wen ^^