Who to Blame?

Hurray~phew~ ^^

7 papers down.. 2 more to go ^^ hehe ~ can't believe tat i was so guai..well.. quite tiring during this 7 days.. life is dull.. with oni books n books n books~ ..
imagine early in the morning i wake up.. i open my book.. n study.. then exam .. then lunch with bread then bac home study again.. then bath.. then open book again.. then dinner .. n again study.. till 2-3 am.. then sleep.. wah.. 힘들었어~ then then then n then hehe....

hehe .. who to blame.. myself lo.. n too lepak.. playful b4 exam... oni when exam is around the corner oni i started to burn the midnite oil~ haha.. Some papers i did quite well.. n some.. ai.. due to careless mistakes.. marks gone like tat.. (quite a lot lo).. n some.. i really tried my very best.. still i can't perform well.. wat to do.. i'm not as smart as the others.. i'm slow.. n lazy somemore..
crossing my fingers hoping tat results come out wont be tat bad lo.. *pls~ =.= praying hard * hehe (am i being too positive d>?? but then no point crying over the spilled milk oso ma.. :p)

i feel kesian to amare.. well he's quite blur most of the time inside the class.. n yesterday for our tough tough tough physics paper.. he came in late for the exam (abt 5 mins).. perhaps he was too tension i guess.. as he oni did 1 page of the questions.. he didnt notice that there's another page.. kesian.. 4 questions gone (total ques was 7).. act he was sitting not very far away from me.. i did notice tat he had plenty of time to check his answers.. by tat time i was wondering how come.. (coz i was kinda rush keep on doing nia non stop.. too many explaination questions...).. kesian him.. oh yeah talking abt this.. kik sum le.. KELVIN WATER DROPPER THING.. argh~~~~ nvm over d..~~ hate tat anyway.. coz i made a big mistake for tat question haha..
k bac to amare... n mayb becoz of yesterday's incident.. today b4 our exam's starts.. i noticed tat he was kinda tension again.. kesian.. his face oso turned to red i.. kesian.. can't help him.. but i do feel sad for him..
n tat's y.. i am glad tat at least.. i didnt make tat kind of mistakes.. (mine just keep on changing my answers till the correct 1 become wrong.. n guess was i was the last to leave my class for today's paper.. till teacher said 나 간다 (i'm going to leave now) .. then oni i willing to hand up my paper.. but still my answers r wrong!!! .. muahaha).. cham.. i was thinking mayb the teacher waited too long till cannot tahan d.. ehehe sorry sorry..

tmr is sports carnival~! hehe but i'm not taking part in any sports anyway :P but i'll attend it for sure.. to get my free t shirt! (materialistic hor?) hehe after tat have to start doing my report d.. (gonna hand up on monday) haha last min work again.. n have to start to study maths n japanese.. ! sobz.. (can't afford to screw up for my next maths test d).. 加油 every1 ^^

i need luck.. on my next maths paper... ~ i always believe tat he knows wat i want.. n he's very sayang me..(eventhough i'm not smart..but i know i'm lucky^^)i know for sure he'll help me.. Thanks ya loads loads..... hehe

gdnite n sweetdreams every1 .. gonna take a long sleep.. now.. 고생했어!

Coffee >.<

I'm NOT A COFFEE LOVER..

But I'm drinking COFFEE almost EVERYDAY..

I'm gonna Stop..

I'm gonna STOP..

I SWEAR ..n ..I PROMISE

I'm gonna Stop drinking COFFEE...


only AFTER 7 DAYS later..

忍。。。 >.< ...

Helpless When She Smiles

...
it's really cool~..

exam !!!

huh.. gonna sit for 7 PAPERS next week~n... another 2 more.. for NEXT next week~ >.< .. ai.. which 1 should i study 1st??? how i wish.. if exam does not exist in this world.. >.< .. wish me good luck >.< .. tired~~ i wanna play.. i wanna eat.. hehe..

well.. luckily my schedule is quite nice hehe.. monday tough tough semiconductor~ argh.. i hate exams >.<.. guess no one likes it rite?

mp said.. still got time~ how come.. i feel like.. time is not enuf for me.. guess mayb i'm not smart enuf like them.. n that's y.. i needa work harder n harder.. much much more harder.. n i just dunno y.. i like to make things complicated.. lol.. can't study much today.. mayb my mind is over functioned today d.. (after the maths class).. kinda boring for me.. n i dont understand wat the teacher is talking abt oso~ MATRICES! i think i spent 100% energy to catch wat's the teacher is trying to say.. but i think oni 50% successfully being absorbed into my mind..lol my mind is superbly tired now.. >.< didnt study much today.. oni a chapter of 전자장 with a few pages of 디공 .. but at least.. i finished my report hehe ^^

after the maths class.. i felt stressed n tired.. (really 1) luckily.. mc sent me BSB new songs.. (*i'm not supporting pirate hia..i'll buy the ori cd straight away after my exam! i promise~ i swear ^^).. ! really nice le.. there's 1 song call .. helpless when she smiles.. huh. there's oni 1 word i can use to describe bsb.. "赞".. ^^ u guys will always be my idol ~ hehe

UNBREAKABLE ~~
backstreets forever~

perhaps.. we should stop.. look.. then oni go..

stop.. n look around the ppl beside u.. look around the stuffs that is happening .. then oni u start action..start moving..

we give n we take.. but most of the time..
we take lesser than wat we give..
we hope n we wait.. hoping for miracles..waiting for the day..
n perhaps.. that day will never come..
so?

wat u c might not be wat u think..
underneath our clothes.. behind our smiling faces..
there's always something tat no one will ever know..
so?

i stop.. not becoz i'm afraid..
i stop.. it's becoz..
i wanna prepare myself..
to walk further for the path of my life..
"休息是为了走更长远的路"..
every1 needs a rest ..
some needs a short 1 while some needs a longer 1..

stress? yup.. i do have.. but someone told me..
everyone has their own stress..
some will show it.. n some will hide it..
it depends on how u handle it..
if it's in a proper way.. then it's a good stress.. a good force for u to move ahead..

once u fall down.. it's hard to climb up.. but yet.. we have to..
think positively.. take a deep breath..
if i have to live up for 70s..
means i oni have another 50 years to go ahead..(life is short huh)
stop thinking the past..
think how u wanna spend the other 50 years ahead..
wat we're facing now..
it's just a small challenge..
a small test for us to go through..
this world is beautiful~
cheer up.. all my frens.. let's be strong


Selamat Hari Raya~ batch 85

i'm back^^ (long post)

i'm b~ few days didnt update d^^ well 1st of all wanna wish all my malay frens.. "Selamat Hari Raya~ " aku pon nak duit raya~~ hehe new year hoh.. no more ramadhan.. must eat lots lots.. hehe

well.. how should i start this time.. yesterday.. as usual i went for my 디공 class n to face the teacher whom i dislike the most.. n as usual again his class is super short.. the "short" break is not really that short.. but i was lost for words yesterday.. he argued with us over something abt RC 시정수.. abt wat is RC 시정수 this n tat .. hmm have to admit la my 한국말 not power enuf.. at 1st i dont get wat he meant n he oso can't get wat i was trying to say haha.. but then the funniest part was till the end.. i dunno how it ended.. as usual we won~~ n he said the same thing "난 다 알아. 그냥 네들 공부한 것을 설명할 수 있느냐 보는 거야" ... *sweat ai... no point blogging abt him.. ~~*교수님.. 새로운 문장을 만드세요..

then in afternoon.. hehe the whole 전자과 students we went to kintex which is located 1 hour plus journey from here.. (kinda far, dont ask me it's located at whre.. i dont remember a single thing at all haha..).. oh yeah b4 tat.. hehe i got my new table lamp yesterday^^! yay^^ hehe.. i tot it suppose to be black in colour.. sobz.. who knows.. it's not.. but then nvm la.. still very nice.. k b to the kintex topic.. we were compulsory to go for the electronics exhibition .. needa write report(my class lecturer welcomed us with a small piece of assignment paper >.<>

(ruying n teck sheng posing infront of the entrance)

well.. sad to say.. most of the pihotos are gone as azrul has lost his camera ( he put his cam ontop of the table while he was surfing the internet.. n he forgot to take it) ai.. nvm ^^

luckily still have some here with me hehe

my classmates were bending down filling in a form (like small kids hor) haha.. u can c mp's 3/4 body n adrian's side face here hehe..

kinda funny this pic.. they looked so.. hmm.. wat do u guys think? haha

n in the end the naughty naughty me..

can't tahan with this cute scene...

so i walked infront.. n kacau them hehe ..

(우리 아기야.... guai guai..) haha cute hor 영표 said (왠지.. 나 너의 애완동물초럼 보이었어..) haha... :P .. i just wanna kacau ppl oni hehe..

then we went inside..walked around.. hmm sad to say dongyang's corner really very small.. this exhibition mostly is like.. let those big big famouse company like LG , samsung .. all that to promote their products..

among all the products that exhibited i was impressed by an electronic dog.. which is design by our dongyang's student.. hehe the dog is really cute.. he knows how to 인사 knows how to manja.. know how to lie down.. lazy lazy .. hehe a lot.. knows how to dance oso.. so cute..

cute hor.. hehe well the outlook is not at perfect la.. but it's really functionable.. wah.. geng.. imagine oni 2 years studying.. they can create products like this.. really geng..

other than this electronic dog.. mostly they exhibit robotics stuffs.. auto vacum (using sensor).. rubbish collector..oil separator.. hmm air conditioner.. quite a lot then there's oso 1 auto food serving (something diff from those u c at sushi bar) as this 1 is all computerlized.. customer order through net.. then sit down wait for the food.. the food will automatically stop at ur place.. lol..

(the rubbish collector * note there's a cam to sense the black line.. we dont need to ctrl it.. it can move by itself)

guess wat's this..?

it's a speaker.. amplifier~~

cute rite?? like lego set..

i like it so much...

hehe wel really have to say that

it's very creative ^^

i shot lots of photos.. but too bad i can't post them all here.. if not this really gonna be a super looong post.. hehe gonna say tat.. overall this trip is quite enjoyable.. hehe coz everything seems so new to me ^^ kampung girl hor?

then nite time.. me mp n CK 3 of us.. went to watch rush hour around 12.. haha.. geng hor~ ! i oso salute myself.. n i enjoyed that movie.. it was so funny... especially the nun n the french scene~ haha.. ^^ jackie chan is really getting old .. but still he is great .. nice movie..to those who havent watch yet.. faster go watch ya~

after the movie.. i still managed to play dota 1 game till 3 plus :P geng hor? i slept around 4 but i got up at 9 this morning.. coz needa go embassy to eat~ RAYA ma.. hehe got celebration sure got free food~ ^^ ate till penuh penuh... this afternoon..

too bad i didnt join the fireworks.. at 여의도 tonite.. well.. mayb i too lepak d.. gonna study (act i'm stressed >.<) but then getting better n better .. thanks for all the concerns .. i'm ok d! hehe wont rely on the coffee so much ..^^ getting better now~ trying to stop myself from coffee as i'm drinking it for almost everyday (except weekends) cham hor.. raya's photos i'll post up later .. gonna collect all the photos 1st.. hehe btw.. so glad to meet all the juniors n seniors 진짜 오랜만이네.. hehe

last words for this post

"슬라맏 하리 라야~~^ ! selamat hari raya~ n happy holiday in msia! ^_____^

累了

今天我领悟了一些东西。。
软弱的我不知过了多久。。
开始觉得累了。。真的累了。。
外表看来开朗，经常笑脸迎人的我
也会有辛酸难受的时刻
又有谁能体会得到。。
我的心情。。我的感受。。我的生活。。
我不喜欢坐过山车。。
因为我害怕。。真得很害怕。。
我更不想过着像坐过山车的生活。。
我真的怕了。。也累了。。
好怀念。。
好怀念。。
不知过了多久我开始怀念了。。
我。。就是那么的以依赖
我撑着。。硬硬的撑着
…………
离乡背井两年有多。。
我又成长了几多。。
突然的我。。很想像个小孩般
尽情的撒娇。。 彻底的忘我。。

cheer up

lately i've been quite stressed.. i cry.. i emo.. i smile.. i joke.. i sad.. rojak feelings.. dunno wat's happening with me.. guess i'm really too stress.. can't have a good sleep oso everynite..

stress over my studies
stress over the exam
stress over the ppl around me
stress over myself..
stress
stress .. n stress again..
i'm stress over everything.. arghhhh...

gimme some FRESH AIR~~ I NEED IT BADLY!

i cried out few days ago.. n again.. just now i cried.. things just popped up like tat.. wanna hide away from those ppl around me.. wanna hide away from my books.. wanna be myself.. mayb i'll feel better after doing tat.. but yet that's not the way to solve my prob.. the more i stress the worst it becomes.. i know i know.. n i know..


hehe nvm.. tonite MUST sleep nicely.. forget abt everything grr...

cut my hair today.. thought can cut away all the stress.. grr.. dont care d here's the pic




*i didnt perm my hair.. the hairdresser curled it for me.. for free~ *temporary

well since it's for free , y dont i try it? hehe.. coz i know.. for sure i wont go perm it.. (after the past experience) haha anyhow nice try oso rite?

at 1st i really not used to this look.. lol.. tat's y when i saw xy. . i ran so fast n locked my room door.. hehe but in the end so many ppl telling me i look nice in curly hair .. feeling quite happy^^ not bad oso.. but oni for 1 day..( 1 day is freshy enuf mayb :P) after washing now my hair is straight again... but still that's the highlight of my day of today ^^

^_________^

*smile

tmr is my turn for experiment 검사..good luck to myself

nitez

(>.<)

im not happy tooday... screwed up my exam.. tried my very best to cheer myself up.. well at least i didnt show it infront of the others..
how good if i can turn bac to few hours ago.. then i wont make so many careless mistakes..
ai...
sobz.. eyes bloated act as i cried out.. luckily no 1 notice it.. but my eyes really getting smaller n smaller.. (just bac from tw's party)
it's over... useless to cry over the spilled milk.. ywen ar.. 힘내 .. (>.<)


wat a sad day.. sigh..

私奔到月球

nice nice song.. romantic~ hehe guess i watch too much dramas d.. too absorb into jiwang things lately~ that's y i keep questioning how come in real life so hard to find good guys~ haha.. like this song.. ! let's go to the moon together^^

me..--> Princess??

Lately i've been staying up till quite late.. hehe dunno y.. mayb edi used to the life here.. :P bad habit hor~ ^^ mama dont scold me~~ hehe i enjoy blogging during nite time.. especially now~ hehe quiet quiet with all the lights off.. enjoying music.. feeling so relax.. :D

guess i needa cut down my food lo.. i've been eating supper almost everyday.. wah.. i can c my tummy.. i'm growing weight.. sobz.. needa ctrl d.. if not sure i'll complain later.. better start ctrling now haha.. scare later my good good roomie can't tahan~ :p

hmm today i wanna blog abt something which i myself find that it's quite funny la~ the story started like this
while i was on the way to class this afternoon (i was walking together with a group of frens), adrian suddenly called me..Princess in Japanese.(paiseh i forgot d how it called in japanese).. i got a shocked.. i admit i used to call myself princess but i dont think i really act like a princess.. lol.. then ry continue with this idea..she said something like this

"among our batch girls.. they're oni 2 person i can think of to become the princess.. 1 is VIONA n the other 1 is U".. lol.. next for sure i'll ask her the reason why... ???? (seriously a lot question marks popped up my mind by tat time, viona i think every1 surely will agree , as she's really feminine.. but NOT me..) then she n fy continue like this
"dunno la.. both of u giving me different kind of feelings.. viona is like more feminine.. girly.. but u.. mayb becoz u got 3 bros.. the way they treat u.. the things u like.. pinky pinky.. the way u dress n talk.. the way u act.. dunno how to say.. but got that kind of feeling.. compare to viona u got the aura to become the princess" .. lol~~~~
alrite.. after listening tat.. i feeling better a bit la.. at least that's not a negative comment :P.. (not a positive 1 either.. =.='') but at least.. i'm not the TOO princess type la.. eee geli la.. i dowan to become that type of girls~~

then i came home n i told my roomie abt this.. asked her opinions.. she laughed.. n she told me this
"i know the difference between u 2 d.. viona is like .. the western style princess.. c she's like 高高在上 ppl hardly can approach her.. but u're like the asian style 公主 walking 亲民路线... lol.."
swt!! haha.. k la mayb i'm really too frenly~ she said it's not a bad point oso as that's me in my own style~ lol
funny hor.. till now.. i'm still thinking.. since when it started..i edi give ppl an image that i'm a PRINCESS.. lol.. infact i think i myself.. hmm.. mayb la manja manja style like those chinadolls.. 刁蛮格格 lol.. act i'm not tat over rite~ haha..
funny :p i'm still thinking abt this ~ lol..

p/s : oh yeah~ 1 more thing today we chatted over something abt first date rite? hmm i said something abt first date going to the zoo with ur love ones.. wat's so teruk le.. how come all of them oso showed me a very shocked face.. i find it very romantic.. cheap n economic..~ a special 1 somemore.. (most of the ppl will go for a movie rite for their 1st date).. how memorable if we spend at the zoo fooling around with animals... hehe so special~ hmm just dont get it~ dai lou.. i prefer zoo but not 박물관 ..! :p if my bf take me to the museum (dont care 1st , 2nd or 3rd date or watever.. ) can tell u 1 thing is for sure.. that is.. i'll kill him~

a frog under the well..

hehe kinda stupid.. i used paint to edit this pic~ ^^ cute rite? hehe
season is changing.. a lot of sick ppl around me nowadays.. me, mp, ki... even ah kien oso telling me she's sick.. sorry i think i'm the 1st 1 who started to spread this virus 1.. to those who r sick now..get well soon yeah~

mp edi oioi.. but i got no class for tmr.. that's y i'm still here online-ing :D .. seriously i really feeling stress over my studies.. over the ppl around me.. i tried my best to concentrate, to understand all the formulas.. but still.. i dont get it.. they know me but i dunno any of them.. frens around me.. everyday studying.. some even uninstalled dota.. argh.. i need some fresh air.. sobz..